From "You Can't" to World Record Holder | Jon Pritikin

{"text":" I put a picture of my family and I on Instagram and it went over on threads. I didn't have like a couple of bad comments. I had 57,000 negative comments about me. Welcome to A Heart for Space. I am your host, Dr. Emanjeh Hunger. Join me as we uncover what it takes to reach beyond the limits of what we think is possible and turn the biggest streams into tangible reality. John, I'm very excited to have you here with us today on A Heart for Space. Thank you for taking the time and joining us. Are you Jamie? What an honor. What a privilege to be on here. No, thank you. You're too kind. I'm excited. You and I have had the chance to talk about the things you do. And I'm excited to introduce you to our audience because really a lot of what we talk about here is how do we inspire people to move forward and chase their dreams and do things that they think they can't. And that's all the people I'm bringing on this show, much like you are doing incredible things. But I want to go back kind of to the very beginning of John's life and talk about what it was like for you as a kid growing. Yeah, just when I when I view my assemblies or my speaking of corporation, I usually always do it as their person. So I'm always talking about this little boy. So to actually share like in this point of view, I have to kind of like think a little bit harder because I'm so used to talking about this little boy. So growing up in a good household in the San Francisco Bay Area, born in Chicago, outside Chicago, a small town called, whoa, it's actually big town, rock for Illinois. And then we moved out and I was a year and a half old to the San Francisco Bay Area. My parents, great parents, awesome. They saw that I had some disabilities at the age of my verbal stuff and my battle with that is I grew up and then I was always putting like special needs classes. But back then, now I'm going to date myself right now. Someone asked me not to long ago, John, how old were you? I've said I'm all enough for everyone to play the videos on the MTV, that's on date myself. But they didn't have anything for special needs to get. So we were all put together. I was more nonverbal and some other issues I was battling. But I remember in my class and I grew up in a town called Lafayette on the east side of Oakland and it's kind of more of a fluent area and they put us all together. So there's children with down syndrome, seropalsey and myself, everybody, we're all putting the same classroom. And we had this one girl, her name is Sonia, she was a little person, nothing wrong with her. No learning, no speech, just she was just a little person and so she was putting that class with us. And so back then they tried their best and then they tried to do integration where they tried to put us back into the mainstream classes, which kind of made things a little worse at the same time because you're going in and out a lot. But it was it was new and so I was in these normal class or I should say typical classes. But really fourth grade and I was really put back into the typical classroom full time. And so once I will go off for speech therapy or different things, it made it hard definitely socially, it was definitely hard for me. I was held back and then I was a kid that sat by himself every day, even when I am kids with a garbage at mean stuff like that. So it was a challenging time. The teachers were also, I mean, didn't I feel like I read somewhere a teacher once told you like, you're never going to be able to read and write and like, how do you deal with that as a child? I mean, that's, you know, my son's in fifth grade and I can't imagine how he would deal with that. So even younger. That was in fourth grade and I happened to, yeah. Teacher held me after class dismissed everybody and walked on and said, you'll never be the read writer talk. You never graduate from high school or college, you're a throw away. I remember feeling devastated. They said, amazing, out of that, her saying that, the millions of people I've been able to talk to were even watching today, and I can turn around and say, maybe you've heard her words worse than that. And now I want to say I'm sorry. And to watch people from across the world, I've had politicians cry by me saying that, yeah, that's a million years, all the different type of people. So something really painful is actually done to be something really positive and been really powerful for me to use around the world. And I think you bring up a good point like, it doesn't matter who you are. We're all humans and we all have humanity. So we hear stories of that about a child being told that it resonates with everyone, even if you haven't felt that yourself, which is pretty powerful, if you think about it. Well, I was doing school assembly outside of, outside Glasgow, the airport's in Paisley in there in Scotland. And I'm doing this big high school assembly. Now they call them secondary schools, so it's not a high school high school. It's the older kids in this big auditorium. And this student stands out, walks down the stairs, comes up and say, and stop me the moment program. He goes, this morning at breakfast, he goes, my parents sat me down and said, we're getting a divorce. He goes, they, they point at me and said, it's your fault. Whoa. And then all of a sudden, he just collapsed. And before he hits the stage, I grab him. He starts crying. He yelled out loud from the whole school. He goes, John, I don't know what I did. And it's heartbreaking. We hear something like that. Yeah. But I tell that story today in my assembly for older students, not younger kids. Yeah. And say, maybe you've heard that by someone who's supposed to love you or take care of you or protect you. And I always say, I'm sorry. Yeah. But. And it's not your fault. Yeah. Like, it's not that kids fault. And I don't care what he did at the end of it. It's a parent's choice and decision. Absolutely. And I tell the students today and say, wherever happens with parents is never our fault. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. But I just told them, I just spoke out of school today and I just told the principal and I said, if I can just talk to some of these parents, I said, we could fix some of these problems that were battling. She was, oh my goodness, that's for sure. You think you can? I mean, as a doctor, I'm talking to adults all the time and they don't want to fix the problems that they have that affect them. Yeah. It's, I think it's shocking in life and I'm not trying to, like, I mean, I'm, I'm guilty of it at the same time. Yeah. You see, you see, I, in a steady diet of donuts and I go to you and say, like, why am I having heart issues? Well, I can tell you, you know, that's me sometimes I do the same things over my life. I know they're wrong or I shouldn't be doing it. And I'm like, why am I battling information in my body? Well, yeah, I've been doing it. You know, so. Yeah. No, right now, I'm like, oh, I'd like to lose five pounds, but then, you know, we have Easter candy. So what are you going to do? Yeah. It's impossible. So you seem to serve as, as, no, they don't eat themselves. You seem to be serving as someone who is lifting these kids up. But I guess for you in your life, who helped you lift you up? You know, you said the fourth grade teacher, maybe that's not the person, but like, how did someone look at you and say, you know what, you're worth is higher than what you're valid? Great question. Great question. I think there's, there's, it comes to mind. I think there's a long way I can look back. There's a lot of different people who've stepped in and helped me out. But I, I think there's definitely, there's like three or four, I can't pop in my mind when I wait. One is, it all started with this. I read an article in magazine, a lady who was a vice president of the bank took her boy to school, dropped him off in the classroom. Principal teacher tells the mom, we tried everything, there's no hope for your child. She gets on the train, goes into the city, and on this kind of train, she says out loud it from everybody. There's gotta be hope for my little boy, as she's crying. I finished the article, but to the bottom of the page and saw, it was my mom who wrote it. And that's how I started showing my story. Whoa. I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for my mom. She took me to doctors, speech therapists, when everybody was negative, my mom's always been positive. Well, I guess, literally, I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her, too, so that then I said, the second biggest, the next biggest influence in my life was my first day of high school, couldn't find my class, laws confused. I'm standing in the hallway, couldn't, didn't know where to go. I'm about to cry and the door opens and my mom walks out and he goes, you look lost. Let me help you out. See this Mr. Edwards. Yeah. And he looks at this piece of paper. He goes, oh, I have you a class later on today. Mr. Edwards is the man who taught me how to read, he worked on my speech. Every day at the end of school, I would go to him, give him my backpack, he organized my home. Yeah. Going to my G year high school, he left, never saw me graduate, he never saw me go to college. Huh. Then several years go by, I'm doing what I'm doing for my career, I'm doing the, I'm a keynote speaker at a conference of business people, open California, the events and center. Stay on the stage. I tell my story and then give me a soon innovation where they bring the lights up and I'm watching these stowards of people clap, let's have the background, he's there. He saw my picture, drove 10 hours to watch me speak. Wow. I jumped off the stage, I gave him a hug and the Mr. Edwards, if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be here today. He was so, I'm so proud of you. I start walking back up on the stage to finish my session and he stops. I stopped one more time and go, hey, Mr. Edwards, you still help his students, he goes every day. So number two, person's Mr. Edwards, it was a teacher, I didn't want to talk, it's all something in my life. You know, and he took like very active steps to help you organizing backpacks, homework. But even I think people don't appreciate just an adult telling a younger person that like they believe in them, you know, I was giving a talk at a college this week and the Dean was going around and he's like, we went to lunch after my talk and he told the hostess, what are you studying? And she's like, I want to be a cosmetician, which is great. But he's like, have you thought about maybe being, you know, coming and being a nurse, you should think about being a nurse, but like always telling someone, you can do more if you want. You can, and I think even just hearing someone say, I believe in you, I see the worth in you can be quite powerful. Oh, yeah. Well, I think there's affirmation and there's times that it takes action and that's why I would go to this number third person. I went to play high school football. I was terrible. I never played any sports like that before. Like I played baseball and basketball, but not, I mean, you know, a football and I'm overseeing the same American football. So I go out to practice. I'm not very good. Don't know what to do. And we hit this guy and our team was like, it was like a man, giant. This guy is huge and he can go stand here, do this, stand here. He was our big star athlete. So first day of high school, don't know, I hated lunch because I, kids with a garbage at me, things, I never was always by myself. First day of middle school, a girl told me to go sit by myself and I went start laughing. So it was just like, okay, now it's high school. It's lunchtime. I don't want to be there. It's just, I'm not looking forward to it. I walk into the lunch area, cried in place and I'm like, I don't know where to sit. My heart's racing. I've already been late for class because I couldn't find it earlier. And that guy goes, hey, John, sit next to me. His name is Craig. Yeah. He's still my best friend to this day. Craig changed my life, just by sitting next to me. He went on to play football. Had a great career, played in division one. He was a sick or service agent for years as a police officer. I was balanced and anxiety and panic attacks and I was a mom, Jordan, Dune, schools. That did jumped on a plane and flew there. So I wouldn't be by myself. In our 40s, he did that for me. That's amazing. He's still my best friend. Yeah. So there's a guy who did action. One man changed my high school career and that was a boy at the time. But yeah, changed my high school, just by sitting next to me. That's amazing. And that was the last person I know, to me, to dominate this. I know it's supposed to be. No, no, no, no. I'm so sorry. No, this is about you. They people don't want to hear about me. Well, and I gotta say this, I don't think I've ever broke it down to saying four people helped change my life. I don't think I've ever done this before. It's the first time I've ever said it like this. I love it. So I really, I had a girlfriend a little bit in high school, not much. But my senior in high school, I met this girl who, she was a little bit older. She was in college and she was finishing her first year. I was about to graduate and we started dating. Well, I was going to that school. So we started dating all throughout college together. So she would help me to my homework, do my homework, non-stuking, you know, but it's she was there. And we've been married for 31 years next month. My wife has been there. So we've been together for, since we're 18, she has been a rock in my life, always been there for me, supported me, picked me up when I'm down, been honest with me. Even when I don't do a great job speaking, she'll be the first one to tell me that probably wasn't your best, you know, and encourage you way to try to help me out. And so my wife has been incredible in my life. Yeah, I mean, I think if you find a partner that is, you're truly a partner with, there's nothing as powerful in this, in this world. So I remember when I first started, about to get engaged, someone pulled me off the side and said, John, your spouse is your biggest asset or your biggest liability. Make sure you're making the right choice. And for me, it's been unbelievable. She's been incredible. That's fantastic. And I know you guys travel the world together. And you do interesting things when you, I know you, you speak, but there's another part of you where you're using feats of strength in the physical side of your life. When did strength training like, when did you start doing that? I know you said you were playing football in high school, but how did that happen? And how did that help build your, your sense of self, I guess? Yeah, so, okay, I was 15 years old and a guy came and did an assembly and he ripped a phone book. I don't do that in Marx. We don't have phone books anymore, but I do a read the paper. He did some other different things and he shared some inspirational stories. He didn't share his own, but he shared inspirational ones. And when I got to college, I called him. He mentored me in that and I, I traveled with him for a lot of years. He would teach me how to do an assembly, he goes, oh, you're talking a little fast, pause here. He goes, you know, you're funny, he is, but don't go joke, joke, joke, you know, give a little pause, you know, let people give a chance for the crowd to laugh and he taught me. But I'm a product of a school assembly, a school, I saw it, I saw the reaction he was getting from everybody around me, I go, I think I want to do that. And that's how I got into all this. So a school assembly helped touch my heart and so why I do this today. That's awesome. When do you think you were first like able, you realized you were capable of doing something that seemed impossible? Like I wouldn't think I could break a bat, for instance, like when did you were like, I think I can do this. Yeah. So, okay. So it took a lot of work to get to it, I'm physically, I'm not, like, I'm not naturally a great athlete or it took a lot of strength. I've never done steroids or drugs. I was talking to go, this is all McDonald's, that's what, but it's big Mac. It's exactly, it's all been a lot of hard work and stuff. But yeah, it took some strength, like I used to work in professional sports for a lot of years, mostly in majorly baseball, we do talks for all the teams. And so we would do the feats and different stuff, like break breaks and do all that stuff. But we'd like, all of us do something different. And so we took a frying pan and a full and a half, we're like, that's an impressive and then we rolled it up, like, that's kind of cool. And that's how we started, and then we were doing an event one time and the guy, a couple of baseball players go, we don't want to go, we don't want to go. We're like, come on, everyone's coming, you got to come. And the guy goes, if you break this bat, we'll come. And so it was actually my buddy who was not with me. The guy who mentored me, he goes, he goes to swing over his leg and the guy stopped and it says, no, you got to put on, like, press it and break it. Wow. And that's how you do it. And so we did and that's how they, that's how we started breaking baseball bats. And yeah, it's, it's an older baseball players, and it's more of a choir, it was a long time ago. And that's how we started breaking baseball bats all those years ago. So that's how it kind of came into all that stuff. So it's kind of along the way we did stuff and then kind of kind of has grown and changed a little bit. Yeah. I mean, the phone book is an interesting one because you're right. Yeah. Yeah. Well, the school I spoke, the school I spoke today was pre K to second grade. So that's the four year olds to like maybe seven year olds, something like that. And they've never seen a phone book then or know what a phone book is. And I said that to the crowd, I go, you guys never seen a phone book and the teachers last, you know, yeah. Pretty soon the teachers won't know what a phone book is. Oh, true. Because a lot of schools like going to like teachers are like, you spoke to my school after that's right. I started this in 94. So what we're at 32 years now, I've been doing this it like, yeah, it's pretty funny. And you were still in college when you started it, right? Yeah. Yeah. I started doing this in college. Yeah. What was the urgency? Like, why are you like, I got to do this. It wasn't so much the urgency I felt like it was like, I just wanted to. Like I felt this calling kind of a thing, started my nonprofit. I didn't know what I was doing. I put together a nonprofit at 20 years old and it's the same nonprofit we've had all these years. And we had to start kept doing it. And then like, it was kind of like more and more stores are just opening. There's word of mouth. And I've never really been great promotion. But I've always tried to pursue relationships and friendships. So when I meet someone, I, it's not trying to get a speaking gauge mayor, it's trying to get into or someone to give towards our charity. It's more about just being friends and out of that, things happen. So I always pursue friendships and relationships and doors have always opened that way. And I think because you do that while you've been doing it for a long time, you, the work it's out that you're legit for a better lack of better words and you kind of, anything that's ever been said that's been negative, I'm sure there's been stuff. You kind of outlive it after a while. Yeah. Well, I mean, you've spoken at 40 countries. So almost 80 now, 80 come millions of people at this point. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, 10 million face to face over time and then on line to over 200 million. So how do you do realize that this was much bigger than just like your story? I know you use your story. Yeah. I don't know. I think it's involved. I don't think you think that. I don't think that, you know, it was kind of cool, like, I'll show you this. I'm covering my phone just because I want to show you this. It just happened. Yeah. So last week I went to a wedding from some people who are in Japan that we're friends with and it was in Oregon. And so this lady walks up to me as I'm trying to get some food at the reception. She goes, you're my son's hero. They love you. And so she pulls up this picture, I don't think you can even see that. Yeah. We were in Cambodia and you came into the school and my kids were moving. We have lived there and we were working there and our kids were at the school. And I go, oh, you gotta tell them that I said, hi, they're like, they're here. So they came back over and we redid the picture. That's them holding the camera with the picture and we reposed it. That's awesome. 15 years later, you know. So it's stuff like that, you know, it kind of touches your heart, you know, that you're making a difference hopefully. That's amazing. Now a lot of your work is anti-bully type work. I mean, yeah, I tried not to say that we're bullying in my assembly because like if you do schools in New Jersey, if you use the word bullying, if a student comes to teach you how to be in bully, they have to fill out a hip, hip report or something like that. So it's all about, it's an anti-bullying program, but I don't ever use the word bullying. Like even when I talk about suicide with older students, I never use the word suicide. I said, don't give up on the gift of life. So I try to be careful. I believe words have power. This is my own personal belief. Like I'm very careful what I say about myself. Like I don't say, I don't tell my wife, I'm battling anxiety. I go, I feel anxious because I don't want to get that word anxiety more powerful in my life that everybody has. So it's just me personally, that's what I do. And so it is an anti-bullying, then if I speak to corporate stuff, it's more about how to pursue like happiness and how the things I battle. So my things with corporations, I talk about the fear of failure, the fear of people and the fear of the future because of the things, three things I really battle in life. Yeah. Yeah, I'm really good. I have a, like my mind's crazy in the fact that I always tell people I have a Ferrari mind with a Vespa brakes. But like I can relive everything in my mind. I have a, I've always jokes about my memory and it's like Netflix. I see everything like a movie all the time. Yeah. Like I can go back to every hotel I've been this year and tell you everything's out in the room. Like to stay in my mind works. Yeah. But when something negative happens, I can relive it too. I've made a mistake. I said something stupid, which I do all the time. I always try to be funny. I was playing golf with this billionaire guy at one time and he was trying your funny. You're so nice. I like to stay in contact with you and he goes, how can I get a hold of you? And I looked at him. I'm all Venmo and he didn't find that very funny. It's so I blew the contact, you know, just trying to be funny, you know, and so, but I can relive that in my mind. So that's why I talk about the fear of failure is like in my life, I'll make a mistake and I'll look at that a lot of times and I can't be past possessed. I have to be forward focused, always looking forward down the road because I'll think about the mistake I made so many times, you know, and so, and that's what I battle and the fear of people that I battle with is not, I'm extreme extrovert, but it's, I'm a people pleaser. So I'm afraid to say no to people because I'm afraid they're not going to like me and that's my battle there. And last of the fear of the future, I think we all battle at times. I mean, right now in our world today, what's going on? We just don't know what the future holds. So those are my, those are my issues. Have a lot of them. We all do. Has there been a moment in one of these talks you've given where an audience member has stopped you cold? I mean, it sounds like that, that child who talked about his parents divorcing is one of those moments. Has there been another one that sticks out? Yeah, it's funny. I haven't thought about that in a while until you choose that part of my head was I was a Connecticut doing a high school assembly. And I've told my story, I'm going to tell this a little bit about my daughter just a little bit and I tell all of that and about to kind of wrap up and go into the teachers. And this boy stands up and says, John, I got something to say, I mean, we're in an auditorium. There's like 1200 students and he goes, I don't have any friends. No one likes me in this school. I'm always alone. And all of a sudden, the right hand side, this big, huge, it was like a football player because he had a jersey on. It was a Friday. It was a play at the game or something. He gets up and he walks over and he just goes to the kid and his hugs him and the kid just falls apart. And then all of a sudden on this side, this other student stands up and goes, I'm always by myself and another kid stands up and walks over to him and the girl stands up. Next you know, you're seeing these pockets break out of people and saying, I fell alone and like these students, not just popular ones, but these students going hugging each other. And I turned the guy, the principal and I go, what do I do? I go, I don't know what to do right now. He just let it go. Well, this takes a long, well, hold the bells. It was probably about 10 minutes that we just let students like do that in this kind of and that's probably one of the ones that stand out in my mind. I haven't thought about a long time and stuff like that. Those are the special things. Yeah, powerful and spontaneous, right? It's like, yeah, and I think to going into a talk, I think the big thing for me, I've learned over the years is like, you want to be organized. You want to have your plan, what you want to do. But don't, don't be married to it in the fact like, be, be flexible, something like that that's organic that happens. You always want to let that happen. And so I try to listen to my heart more when I'm speaking. I might even change a little bit. It's nothing where people know that I was a different talk. It's the same talk I give, but it's changed to a little bit for myself so I know I can work with the crowd because everyone's so different, they're a crowd's different. Yeah. No, I mean, it's always interesting because I've spoken to different groups and interest wanes, what people are interested definitely varies and you're right, you do have to be flexible. Okay, I know this is not about you as podcast per se, but let me ask this, have you had a mess up on state? I mean, I don't think I've had straight up mess up, but I've definitely had a miss, meaning where I didn't connect with the audience at all. And that's tough. That's tough for a speaker. I don't know if that's the way you felt. That's how I felt, which maybe it was not accurate, right? No, I would say don't ever listen to that. Because we've all had, I had walked out of an off the stage client. I blew it. Yeah. If you walk out to me, that was the most incredible thing that I've ever seen. And I'm like, I don't think you're going to have the same program. I just totally, like, so just so you know, don't ever listen to that, that you're talking about, but you've never had a blender on stage where like I fall on off the stage. I've done stuff like that. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, I feel like that. Okay. It'll probably happen next week. Well, you also have a Guinness book of world records record, which is pretty nuts. How did you know you would, you would be able to do that? And is it for rolling frying pans? Is that what the? Yeah. Yes. So we were doing an event outside of London and it was my wife's idea. This is all Rhonda. My wife. This is all her thing. So I was, I broke a nine year old record for the Titus Roll frying pan. And I took two frying pans. I put them together and I rolled it up for the Titus Roll and that's the one I still have to this day. And I did it a long time ago next year, it would be my one year day anniversary having it. Wow. Now what? I've been in my pictures in the 2009, 2010 books. So I've had it a long time ago, yeah, I still hold that second record. I mean, that's pretty cool. It's like, yeah, yeah, I'm insecure. I knew I got to tell people about it. Look, I had to go to space to deal with my insecurity. So don't worry. Now, what do you think world records, you know, because it was your wife's idea, it wasn't your idea. But what do they teach us about limits we accept too easily in our lives? Because I don't think anyone goes in their life thinking, I'm going to get a world record. But maybe they could. So what, what do you think, what are the like speed bumps we put in our own way as humans? How do we make ourselves? That's a great question, man. I think I think we always kind of put a lid on stuff that we we always can grow past. I know I do that personally, when I did the world record, it wasn't to get an accomplishment. It's actually was to be able to open the doors, to be able to speak to more students. That's the whole reason why I did it. So it wasn't like, oh, I want to do a world record. That's my goal. That's my thing. It kind of happened organically, and it was to be able to speak to more students around the world. That was the only thing. And it really has. It's open a lot of doors. I mean, I believe it because people think it's cool. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Well, you know, the crazy parts is they get 40,000 requests a year for a Guinness World Record. They only approved 10% of them. Wow. And then at that 10%, the only a fraction were actually accomplished. And out of that fraction, they only get picture, we'll get, we'll get mentioned in a book. And the fact that my picture is no one and mentioned the other one, it's kind of cool. It's kind of cool. So it's a very, very small thing that had happened. Do you, do you have a copy of that book somewhere? Oh, totally. Yeah. Okay. Well, the best part is like, it's another country's too. So I've signed it in Arabic and Hebrew. It's been a product to me in Japanese and in Chinese and different ones. So yeah, they, I thought it'd be different in different countries, but it's pretty much the same book and all the, just different languages and stuff like that. But the pages are a little different, some of them, but yeah, yeah, that's cool. So I would say like with, I think like trying to like get a record and dreams on that, man, it's so hard. You want to, I think we always got to be careful who we surround ourselves with. I always tell students, be careful who you tell your dreams to. Yeah. Because there's people who want to be, I have a friend of mine who says dream makers and dream breakers. There's people who are dream makers and dream breakers, you know, you want to be careful who you surround yourself with, you know, I tell students for years, you show me your friends. I'll show you your future. So if you really, you really want to accomplish things in life, be sure you surround yourself with great people. Yeah. No, we talk about that in my talks. I do think you need to tell people your dream, but you're right. You need to tell a select group and they'll open doors for you. They'll lift you up when you're having a hard time. They'll celebrate your win. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And help you pick you up when you lose or make a or fail. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Which will happen. Yeah. You will fail. This is just. Yeah. That's part of it. I was doing a talk for. Oh, the Vikings, right? This is a year ago. They lost. Don't have me speak to your team. But I told the guys that day, I said, the biggest thing you have in your life is not the media. It's not social media. It's not the fans. It's not the players on your team. It's not the coaches. It's not your family member. It's the person who lives inside of here. We are our worst critic. And if we can get past that and be positive the way we speak to ourselves, the way we pick ourselves up when things don't go our way, it makes things a lot easier. So I would say just be a little nicer to yourself. Yeah. Even when things aren't going your way, it doesn't need to stay that way forever. Yeah. No, that's true. And you're your website as a tagline, which I like, it's a finding success by overcoming fear. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. What is the specific fear that you had to overcome and have you actually overcome it or is it like it's still there and you just got to. Oh, I think that's a constant thing. Yeah, I think it's like a dimmer switch, it gets brighter and gets less for me personally. And at times I think I'm the one that controls that switch because the more I put on that makes it seem brighter than it really is. And there's a lot of times I've walked into a situation and I've made it bigger than it was. And there's sometimes things have happened in the past and to be honest, I've rewritten the history of my mind. So I think it's worse. So when I get into this situation this next one, I think it's like the last one, it's not that way at all, you know, and so, so yeah, I think the fear is, for me, you know, if it's fair with it, it's feeling anxious or it's the fear of people liking me. I didn't grow up with a lot of friends. So I treasure those friendships. As I've done this as a career, man, I just, people can see and we'll let them let them mean things. We have had a lot of hurtful things said to me. I think it was probably, I was like that around 2010 when like Instagram I think came out or whatever it was one of them, then a little bit after that, the blue chuck thing came out like you got verified. So I got verified really earlier and on it was Twitter and then Instagram or Facebook or whatever it was. I can't remember. I got all three pretty fast. And I remember back in the day when you got it, now a lot of people have it, but back in the day, you don't have to select the few and stuff, but they wrote in this email and one of the emails it was saying, now that you've been verified, be careful because now you're a target of people to be mean to you. Wow. And then it's so true. That's crazy. I've had people say the horrendous things in my years on social media, I've had death threats to everything you can say about, they've said about me, my wife, my daughter and all those stuff. Hey, I don't know what I don't use the reds, you know, threads is like Instagram. I didn't know I was in and on it. Oh, you have an account. I do. I do. I guess I approved or something like that. I put a picture of my family and I on Instagram and it went over on threads. I didn't have like a couple of bad comments. I had 57,000 negative comments about me. I'm not talking about like it like really mean things. That's insane. That's insane. It was insane. I deleted it. Yeah. No, this is terrible. Yeah. I mean, it's just comical almost. Yeah. It was just it was really really good. It was one thing to have a thousand or a couple hundred, but they have 57,000 people say something. Oh my God. You should have contacted the Guinness Book of World Records. You might have a second. You might have a second record on your hand. Yeah, for sure. For sure. That's crazy. Yeah. I'm so insecure. I was watching a football game. They had a huddle. I thought they were talking about me. That's good. Well, I mean, it sounds like you've dealt with perseverance, obviously, because you're still here. You've been doing this for years. What does that like feel like in a daily reality? Like when things are getting hard, when there's 57,000 negative comments, what are you doing to just like move forward to keep, keep at it? I think it's what you focus on. Do I focus on the negative or focus on the positive? Like the little, little kid today who's like six years old and says, I'm so proud of you. Keep doing what you're doing. A six year old told me that. That's awesome. Yeah. And it's just, I'm going to focus on that and not someone who doesn't like the way I do my hair or that. I've had these highlights for 20 something years or I look fat or whatever they're saying or whatever. I say, you know, I'm going to try to, do I do that all the time now? But I try to focus on that and just persevere with that. And then you're making a difference. Hopefully you're making an impact, you know, I can't change everybody's life. But I hope I can, you know, it's like the old Starfish story. Remember the, do you ever heard the Starfish story about the reader's digest? No. And the old man walking the beach with his granddaughter and she's throwing the Starfish out in the, in the water and he goes, sweetie, what are you doing? She goes, I'm trying to save these Starfish. He goes, look at me. Hundreds of Starfish are here. And that's just his beach. There's thousands around the world. What difference does it make? The little girl picks up the Starfish, throws us, reaches out to those as far as she came out into those. Makes a difference to that one. So hopefully you're making a difference. You can't change everybody's life, but hopefully you're making a difference. No, that's good. That's good. And, you know, the podcast, this one that we're doing is hopefully reaching people who are afraid to pursue that thing, you know, they may feel called to do. Maybe they've accepted a story that's not true about themselves. Someone back when they're younger. I mean, I have a story about that where when I was interviewing with NASA in 2009, one of the astronauts came out there like, hey, they really liked you. And, but we're wondering if you'll be okay not being a doctor. Because if you're an astronaut, if you become an astronaut, like with NASA, you don't have time to do medical work. And in the back of my head, I heard my dad who for his whole life was like doctor, lawyer, engineer. These are the three things you need to be. And so, I mean, it wasn't that he was being negative. It was just that that I knew that in his mind, if I became an astronaut, that wouldn't be doctor, lawyer, engineer. And so I've accepted that that was my truth, right? I was going to be a doctor, lawyer. I mean, there's worse things that could be your truth, I suppose. So what do you say to someone who's like wants to pursue that dream, but like they're holding themselves back for whatever reason, anxiety, self-doubt. Yeah, that fear, the fear we've talked about. Yeah, I think, I think it goes back to like what's your desire? What do you feel a call to? Because I don't feel like this is just my dream doing what I'm doing. If that's my calling, yeah, dreams will up and down. A calling will be there for you. You know, it's like, I don't try to communicate to an audience. I try to connect. That's like my other thing. You know, so, and I also think I'm not trying to pursue a dream to pursue my calling. That's, that's where I feel. And so what do you feel deep down your calling? And then you hear those negative things that pop your mind like that. Well, it's, it was a positive thing because your dad is trying to inspire you. But it was negative for that, that purpose at that time. That's why it helped me back. Yeah, yeah. And I think there's times to be honest. I felt that way. It might, all my cousins and my family are all super successful done really well. Financially, they're all most of the moment to like harder law school and all these different places are different, all these great schools and stuff. And I roll up frying pans. You know, it's like, you know, so like they're all lawyers and all these different things. And, and so, yeah, you start filling that way. But I say, just be careful if you feel you're calling focus on that, work on that. And try not to get so distracted on these other different things. There's these boys in the backyard and they dug a deep hole. I'm a story guy. So I like to tell stories. Yeah, no, they're great. They relate to people and they put a board across the hall and they're trying to write their bike over the board. And the first boy goes and falls off. Second boy goes and falls off and that's when falls off. Another boy over here says, watch and they go, Hey, once you try. So he gets on his bike and he rides right across with no problem. They go over to go, how'd you do it? He goes, I wasn't looking where my bike was at. I was looking at the end of the board where I needed to go. And so many times when I'm going through a situation that's really tough or overwhelming, I can't look where I'm at. I got to look where I'm going. Yeah. And so maybe you're frustrated. You're watching this today. Don't look where you are. Look where you're going. You have all the belly, the talent and you're stronger and you're more powerful than you think you are. And when you're struggling, this is the part and part when you're struggling and you feel like you're going to talk to somebody. I always tell people you don't have to do life by yourself. And you feel like giving up. Remember this too. We rather have a broken you than I have you at all. There's always hope in life, no matter what you're facing, what you're going through. There's always home. Yeah. You know, that's powerful. It's tough, you know, I mean, people have, yeah, very different upbringings and opportunities and, yeah. Um, what's the one thing someone can do today? Like today, not someday to begin rewriting that story that maybe they've told themselves, you know, that they've told themselves they're not smart enough for. They're not talented enough for people don't like them. Yeah. I think every time that pops into your mind, you just like, you take that and you push it off the side. You can't let it come in and lay a seat and keep like, um, water in it, like you got to, you got to get rid of it right away. That's and it takes, it's easy to say it's hard to do because it takes practice. So that negativity comes in, don't start drawing on it. He's going, I'm not, I'm not, I'm, I'm pushing off the side. I'm going to focus on the positive. Yeah, and you're not trying to live in some like happy place in your head and not being in realistic, but at the same time, you start doing that and watch things will change. Yeah, like you start thinking being thankful for everything. I get up out of the bed. I'm saying, I'm thankful for this. I'm thankful for that. I try to be more thankful than I am looking on the negative things. Yeah. So look at the negative things. I can look at a lot of different things that I've seen that seem tough. But if I say thankful, it changes my atmosphere or my, my perspective and the atmosphere around me actually does change. So I would say that's the first thing you do is like you just think a little step like that. Try not to let that, that negative things wall inside of you and then be more thankful for things. Like I have a neighbor who's going through a tough time and he's like, I got this, I got this, I got this, I got this, I got this. Nothing can go right. Yeah. Now let's time I go. Your house is paid for, your car is paid for, you pay all your bills. You know, I'm saying, look at the other side where my daughter was little. We always say, what's the flip side? What's the flip side? We always talked about the flip side of stuff. And so I always try to encourage people, you know, just just look at the other side of stuff. Be more thankful. It does change the way you perspective and life and it helps you. There's one little thing you can do right there, it doesn't seem like it's big. If I'm telling you, you do that, you're going to see like, oh my goodness, look at things that change in my life. Yeah, perception is so key to all of it, I think. Yeah, yeah. What are you looking at all the time you can look at and see all the negative things, you know? Yeah. Is there any limits you still haven't broken anything that you're still reaching for? I mean, because I would say you've had a pretty successful career reaching out and like motivating people. What's that thing that you're like, okay, maybe I got 20 more years on the road or but this is the thing I would like that. I'm, you know, 53 now, so I'm getting older. It's a little a time that I'm a little more sore, a little bit more A.K. out of things and I'm ice in a lot more than I did. I do more, I love golf. And so I was watching the masters not to, you know, this not really. Yeah, this past weekend. Justin Rose, who's a, he's 45, he's considered old, you know, and but all the rehab stuff he does is to get ready for the tournament every round and all that stuff. I'm like, oh, I'm doing more of that now, but I want to be in the game. I want to stay in the game as long as I can. So I think my biggest thing is I want to reach more and do more as I've gotten older. And then the thing is I'm speaking more now at 53 and I did at 33. Yeah. And so I love that. I love that. I love staying busy and stuff like that, but I need to listen to my body at the same time. That's fair. Yeah, especially when you're rolling frying pans. I can't even imagine. Yeah, yeah, we're breaking the baseball bat. We're breaking a baseball bat. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Do you just have a huge upper torso and like very small legs? Is that can I assume? Well, okay, so I used to joke that my legs, I was so super strong on my legs, but I have a knee issue. I have to get my head surgery on my knee. So I haven't done these, I mean, these I haven't done legs in like by 10 months. So I feel like my legs are super small right now. I used to, I was working out law Las Vegas years ago. And I didn't do legs for a month. And this guy walks up to me. He goes, son, you're built like a horse. Big upper body, little legs. And so I always do legs. And so now I feel like I do have little legs right now. But to my head, I feel like I have it to you. That was always been in my head. So well, you're in good come. I mean, Arnold Schwarzenegger, I think lost one of his first competitions because he had small calves. So then he just cut the, he cut the, the leggings off all his sweatpants. So when he'd go to the gym, he'd have to look at his calves. Wow. I didn't know that that's a casual twice today. Yeah. So he, yeah, yeah. Well, that's funny. You know, we call this podcast a heart for space. So I guess for the last kind of question, formal question, what is the space inside yourself or in the world? I guess that you're still reaching for. I mean, it seems like, you know, you, you have a successful marriage thank goodness. Your daughter has grown now, which is great, right? You've had a family, you've raised your family. You're doing successful talks. Is there somewhere that you haven't reached? Maybe it's a group of people or a location or something that, that you're going to, you're like, this is, this is the place I want to at least talk one time. Maybe we can help make it happen. Well, that's funny. I tried this year. There's one place that was on my heart. And I tried every avenue, when at least out to everybody I knew, government of people that I've worked with, all this stuff in Emma said, it's just not possible. It was North Korea. I wanted to do schools in North Korea. I tried and there's just Americans just can't get in there right now. It's all shut off. Yeah. I've tried every avenue. And so that's an incredible one. I didn't expect that answer, but I like it. Yeah. Yeah. That was the one I tried. Because I've done a lot of things in different countries. And I've been in the different wars, the areas in the last, the most recent years since 22, I've been in all the war zones that are going on in the area from it. So yeah. So I've been in the areas where I've been speaking how to stop because of ballistic missiles coming in or something's happening. And so I don't get afraid of that stuff. And so it doesn't really bother me. If I feel like I'm called in my heart together, I don't ever worry about it. So I use caution, I don't worry about it. But that's in space, spacewise, you're talking about somewhere you can go to. That'd be the place that it's been in my heart to go is to do to do some schools and help the kids in North Korea. I mean, I think you have, you know, you said maybe 10, 20 years left, you got you got some mileage left in the world changing. Yeah, for sure. No, things can change in the heartbeat. No one knows what's going on. You know, I've been pretty fortunate to stand before some important people from presence to prime ministers to, you know, royal families and stuff like that. And so it's been really an honor. I can't believe the kid who ate lunch by himself and not his friends all over the world, you know. And I just want to say too, as we wrap up our time, maybe you're a parent who's watching this. You have a child with a learning disability or speech problem or ADHD or even autism. I want you to hear me. You heard all the accomplishments I've had in my life and I still have my stutter. I still have all my issues. But I just want to say this, if I can make it, they can make it. To the parent that's hearing you're watching, you're frustrated or you're tired, please don't, there's hope today. Don't ever give up on the student. There's always hope. That's beautiful. Well, I think I will concluded here at we'll put a link to your website and your book. Down there. So if people are interested, I think they should definitely check out your stuff. It's pretty meaningful and impactful. So thank you so much for coming here today, John. What an honor. Thank you. Thanks for being my friend too. Thank you for listening to A Heart For Space. If you enjoyed this conversation, be sure to follow the show so you never miss an episode and consider leaving us a review to let us know your thoughts. For more on my work in the pursuit of ambitious goals, visit aheartforspace.com and look out for my upcoming book, A Heart For Space. Until next time, I'm Dr. Emanja Hunger. 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--> 00:00:23.559\n I am your host, Dr. Emanjeh Hunger.\n\n6\n00:00:23.559 --> 00:00:28.039\n Join me as we uncover what it takes to reach beyond the limits of what we think is possible\n\n7\n00:00:28.039 --> 00:00:35.039\n and turn the biggest streams into tangible reality.\n\n8\n00:00:35.039 --> 00:00:39.840\n John, I'm very excited to have you here with us today on A Heart for Space.\n\n9\n00:00:39.840 --> 00:00:42.600\n Thank you for taking the time and joining us.\n\n10\n00:00:42.600 --> 00:00:46.079\n Are you Jamie? What an honor. What a privilege to be on here.\n\n11\n00:00:46.079 --> 00:00:48.320\n No, thank you. You're too kind.\n\n12\n00:00:48.320 --> 00:00:53.519\n I'm excited. You and I have had the chance to talk about the things you do.\n\n13\n00:00:53.519 --> 00:00:57.439\n And I'm excited to introduce you to our audience because really a lot of what we talk\n\n14\n00:00:57.479 --> 00:01:03.039\n about here is how do we inspire people to move forward and chase their dreams and do\n\n15\n00:01:03.039 --> 00:01:04.640\n things that they think they can't.\n\n16\n00:01:04.640 --> 00:01:09.359\n And that's all the people I'm bringing on this show, much like you are doing incredible\n\n17\n00:01:09.359 --> 00:01:10.359\n things.\n\n18\n00:01:10.359 --> 00:01:16.400\n But I want to go back kind of to the very beginning of John's life and talk about what\n\n19\n00:01:16.400 --> 00:01:19.280\n it was like for you as a kid growing.\n\n20\n00:01:19.280 --> 00:01:23.479\n Yeah, just when I when I view my assemblies or my speaking of corporation, I usually\n\n21\n00:01:23.479 --> 00:01:24.840\n always do it as their person.\n\n22\n00:01:24.840 --> 00:01:27.240\n So I'm always talking about this little boy.\n\n23\n00:01:27.240 --> 00:01:30.840\n So to actually share like in this point of view, I have to kind of like think a little\n\n24\n00:01:30.840 --> 00:01:36.079\n bit harder because I'm so used to talking about this little boy.\n\n25\n00:01:36.079 --> 00:01:42.960\n So growing up in a good household in the San Francisco Bay Area, born in Chicago, outside\n\n26\n00:01:42.960 --> 00:01:47.000\n Chicago, a small town called, whoa, it's actually big town, rock for Illinois.\n\n27\n00:01:47.000 --> 00:01:51.200\n And then we moved out and I was a year and a half old to the San Francisco Bay Area.\n\n28\n00:01:51.200 --> 00:01:54.680\n My parents, great parents, awesome.\n\n29\n00:01:54.680 --> 00:01:59.920\n They saw that I had some disabilities at the age of my verbal stuff and my battle with\n\n30\n00:01:59.920 --> 00:02:04.439\n that is I grew up and then I was always putting like special needs classes.\n\n31\n00:02:04.439 --> 00:02:07.640\n But back then, now I'm going to date myself right now.\n\n32\n00:02:07.640 --> 00:02:09.800\n Someone asked me not to long ago, John, how old were you?\n\n33\n00:02:09.800 --> 00:02:14.159\n I've said I'm all enough for everyone to play the videos on the MTV, that's on date\n\n34\n00:02:14.159 --> 00:02:15.159\n myself.\n\n35\n00:02:15.159 --> 00:02:23.240\n But they didn't have anything for special needs to get.\n\n36\n00:02:23.240 --> 00:02:25.120\n So we were all put together.\n\n37\n00:02:25.120 --> 00:02:29.680\n I was more nonverbal and some other issues I was battling.\n\n38\n00:02:29.680 --> 00:02:33.960\n But I remember in my class and I grew up in a town called Lafayette on the east side\n\n39\n00:02:33.960 --> 00:02:39.960\n of Oakland and it's kind of more of a fluent area and they put us all together.\n\n40\n00:02:39.960 --> 00:02:46.120\n So there's children with down syndrome, seropalsey and myself, everybody, we're all putting\n\n41\n00:02:46.120 --> 00:02:47.120\n the same classroom.\n\n42\n00:02:47.120 --> 00:02:51.800\n And we had this one girl, her name is Sonia, she was a little person, nothing wrong with\n\n43\n00:02:51.800 --> 00:02:52.800\n her.\n\n44\n00:02:52.800 --> 00:02:55.680\n No learning, no speech, just she was just a little person and so she was putting that\n\n45\n00:02:55.680 --> 00:02:56.680\n class with us.\n\n46\n00:02:56.680 --> 00:03:00.920\n And so back then they tried their best and then they tried to do integration where they\n\n47\n00:03:00.920 --> 00:03:05.840\n tried to put us back into the mainstream classes, which kind of made things a little worse\n\n48\n00:03:05.840 --> 00:03:09.159\n at the same time because you're going in and out a lot.\n\n49\n00:03:09.159 --> 00:03:14.919\n But it was it was new and so I was in these normal class or I should say typical classes.\n\n50\n00:03:14.919 --> 00:03:19.439\n But really fourth grade and I was really put back into the typical classroom full time.\n\n51\n00:03:19.439 --> 00:03:24.800\n And so once I will go off for speech therapy or different things, it made it hard definitely\n\n52\n00:03:24.800 --> 00:03:27.599\n socially, it was definitely hard for me.\n\n53\n00:03:27.599 --> 00:03:33.319\n I was held back and then I was a kid that sat by himself every day, even when I am kids\n\n54\n00:03:33.319 --> 00:03:35.199\n with a garbage at mean stuff like that.\n\n55\n00:03:35.199 --> 00:03:37.719\n So it was a challenging time.\n\n56\n00:03:37.719 --> 00:03:42.879\n The teachers were also, I mean, didn't I feel like I read somewhere a teacher once told\n\n57\n00:03:42.879 --> 00:03:46.960\n you like, you're never going to be able to read and write and like, how do you deal with\n\n58\n00:03:46.960 --> 00:03:47.960\n that as a child?\n\n59\n00:03:47.960 --> 00:03:51.520\n I mean, that's, you know, my son's in fifth grade and I can't imagine how he would deal\n\n60\n00:03:51.520 --> 00:03:52.520\n with that.\n\n61\n00:03:52.520 --> 00:03:53.520\n So even younger.\n\n62\n00:03:53.520 --> 00:03:56.759\n That was in fourth grade and I happened to, yeah.\n\n63\n00:03:56.759 --> 00:04:00.280\n Teacher held me after class dismissed everybody and walked on and said, you'll never be\n\n64\n00:04:00.280 --> 00:04:01.280\n the read writer talk.\n\n65\n00:04:01.280 --> 00:04:05.039\n You never graduate from high school or college, you're a throw away.\n\n66\n00:04:05.039 --> 00:04:06.639\n I remember feeling devastated.\n\n67\n00:04:06.639 --> 00:04:12.239\n They said, amazing, out of that, her saying that, the millions of people I've been able\n\n68\n00:04:12.239 --> 00:04:16.399\n to talk to were even watching today, and I can turn around and say, maybe you've heard\n\n69\n00:04:16.399 --> 00:04:17.639\n her words worse than that.\n\n70\n00:04:17.639 --> 00:04:19.519\n And now I want to say I'm sorry.\n\n71\n00:04:19.519 --> 00:04:23.959\n And to watch people from across the world, I've had politicians cry by me saying that,\n\n72\n00:04:23.959 --> 00:04:26.879\n yeah, that's a million years, all the different type of people.\n\n73\n00:04:26.879 --> 00:04:30.639\n So something really painful is actually done to be something really positive and been\n\n74\n00:04:30.639 --> 00:04:33.000\n really powerful for me to use around the world.\n\n75\n00:04:33.000 --> 00:04:37.120\n And I think you bring up a good point like, it doesn't matter who you are.\n\n76\n00:04:37.120 --> 00:04:39.319\n We're all humans and we all have humanity.\n\n77\n00:04:39.319 --> 00:04:45.360\n So we hear stories of that about a child being told that it resonates with everyone, even\n\n78\n00:04:45.360 --> 00:04:51.600\n if you haven't felt that yourself, which is pretty powerful, if you think about it.\n\n79\n00:04:51.600 --> 00:04:56.399\n Well, I was doing school assembly outside of, outside Glasgow, the airport's in Paisley\n\n80\n00:04:56.399 --> 00:04:57.839\n in there in Scotland.\n\n81\n00:04:57.839 --> 00:04:59.439\n And I'm doing this big high school assembly.\n\n82\n00:04:59.439 --> 00:05:02.480\n Now they call them secondary schools, so it's not a high school high school.\n\n83\n00:05:02.480 --> 00:05:06.960\n It's the older kids in this big auditorium.\n\n84\n00:05:06.960 --> 00:05:11.319\n And this student stands out, walks down the stairs, comes up and say, and stop me the\n\n85\n00:05:11.319 --> 00:05:12.840\n moment program.\n\n86\n00:05:12.840 --> 00:05:16.520\n He goes, this morning at breakfast, he goes, my parents sat me down and said, we're getting\n\n87\n00:05:16.520 --> 00:05:17.520\n a divorce.\n\n88\n00:05:17.520 --> 00:05:21.920\n He goes, they, they point at me and said, it's your fault.\n\n89\n00:05:21.920 --> 00:05:22.920\n Whoa.\n\n90\n00:05:22.920 --> 00:05:24.840\n And then all of a sudden, he just collapsed.\n\n91\n00:05:24.840 --> 00:05:27.520\n And before he hits the stage, I grab him.\n\n92\n00:05:27.520 --> 00:05:28.520\n He starts crying.\n\n93\n00:05:28.520 --> 00:05:29.879\n He yelled out loud from the whole school.\n\n94\n00:05:29.879 --> 00:05:33.839\n He goes, John, I don't know what I did.\n\n95\n00:05:33.839 --> 00:05:34.839\n And it's heartbreaking.\n\n96\n00:05:34.839 --> 00:05:36.159\n We hear something like that.\n\n97\n00:05:36.159 --> 00:05:37.159\n Yeah.\n\n98\n00:05:37.159 --> 00:05:41.360\n But I tell that story today in my assembly for older students, not younger kids.\n\n99\n00:05:41.360 --> 00:05:42.360\n Yeah.\n\n100\n00:05:42.360 --> 00:05:45.519\n And say, maybe you've heard that by someone who's supposed to love you or take care of\n\n101\n00:05:45.519 --> 00:05:46.519\n you or protect you.\n\n102\n00:05:46.519 --> 00:05:48.240\n And I always say, I'm sorry.\n\n103\n00:05:48.240 --> 00:05:49.240\n Yeah.\n\n104\n00:05:49.240 --> 00:05:50.240\n But.\n\n105\n00:05:50.240 --> 00:05:51.240\n And it's not your fault.\n\n106\n00:05:51.240 --> 00:05:52.240\n Yeah.\n\n107\n00:05:52.240 --> 00:05:53.240\n Like, it's not that kids fault.\n\n108\n00:05:53.240 --> 00:05:55.040\n And I don't care what he did at the end of it.\n\n109\n00:05:55.040 --> 00:05:58.279\n It's a parent's choice and decision.\n\n110\n00:05:58.280 --> 00:05:59.280\n Absolutely.\n\n111\n00:05:59.280 --> 00:06:04.600\n And I tell the students today and say, wherever happens with parents is never our fault.\n\n112\n00:06:04.600 --> 00:06:05.600\n Yeah.\n\n113\n00:06:05.600 --> 00:06:06.600\n Yeah.\n\n114\n00:06:06.600 --> 00:06:07.600\n Yeah.\n\n115\n00:06:07.600 --> 00:06:11.080\n But I just told them, I just spoke out of school today and I just told the principal\n\n116\n00:06:11.080 --> 00:06:14.960\n and I said, if I can just talk to some of these parents, I said, we could fix some of\n\n117\n00:06:14.960 --> 00:06:15.960\n these problems that were battling.\n\n118\n00:06:15.960 --> 00:06:19.440\n She was, oh my goodness, that's for sure.\n\n119\n00:06:19.440 --> 00:06:20.440\n You think you can?\n\n120\n00:06:20.440 --> 00:06:23.480\n I mean, as a doctor, I'm talking to adults all the time and they don't want to fix the\n\n121\n00:06:23.480 --> 00:06:26.960\n problems that they have that affect them.\n\n122\n00:06:26.960 --> 00:06:27.960\n Yeah.\n\n123\n00:06:27.960 --> 00:06:32.600\n It's, I think it's shocking in life and I'm not trying to, like, I mean, I'm, I'm guilty\n\n124\n00:06:32.600 --> 00:06:33.600\n of it at the same time.\n\n125\n00:06:33.600 --> 00:06:34.600\n Yeah.\n\n126\n00:06:34.600 --> 00:06:40.400\n You see, you see, I, in a steady diet of donuts and I go to you and say, like, why am I having\n\n127\n00:06:40.400 --> 00:06:41.400\n heart issues?\n\n128\n00:06:41.400 --> 00:06:48.240\n Well, I can tell you, you know, that's me sometimes I do the same things over my life.\n\n129\n00:06:48.240 --> 00:06:50.680\n I know they're wrong or I shouldn't be doing it.\n\n130\n00:06:50.680 --> 00:06:53.640\n And I'm like, why am I battling information in my body?\n\n131\n00:06:53.640 --> 00:06:55.120\n Well, yeah, I've been doing it.\n\n132\n00:06:55.120 --> 00:06:56.120\n You know, so.\n\n133\n00:06:56.120 --> 00:06:57.120\n Yeah.\n\n134\n00:06:57.120 --> 00:06:59.560\n No, right now, I'm like, oh, I'd like to lose five pounds, but then, you know, we have\n\n135\n00:06:59.560 --> 00:07:00.560\n Easter candy.\n\n136\n00:07:00.560 --> 00:07:02.160\n So what are you going to do?\n\n137\n00:07:02.160 --> 00:07:03.160\n Yeah.\n\n138\n00:07:03.160 --> 00:07:04.160\n It's impossible.\n\n139\n00:07:04.160 --> 00:07:12.000\n So you seem to serve as, as, no, they don't eat themselves.\n\n140\n00:07:12.000 --> 00:07:16.840\n You seem to be serving as someone who is lifting these kids up.\n\n141\n00:07:16.840 --> 00:07:23.480\n But I guess for you in your life, who helped you lift you up?\n\n142\n00:07:23.480 --> 00:07:26.920\n You know, you said the fourth grade teacher, maybe that's not the person, but like, how\n\n143\n00:07:26.920 --> 00:07:31.560\n did someone look at you and say, you know what, you're worth is higher than what you're\n\n144\n00:07:31.560 --> 00:07:32.560\n valid?\n\n145\n00:07:32.560 --> 00:07:33.560\n Great question.\n\n146\n00:07:33.560 --> 00:07:34.560\n Great question.\n\n147\n00:07:34.560 --> 00:07:36.160\n I think there's, there's, it comes to mind.\n\n148\n00:07:36.160 --> 00:07:37.720\n I think there's a long way I can look back.\n\n149\n00:07:37.720 --> 00:07:41.000\n There's a lot of different people who've stepped in and helped me out.\n\n150\n00:07:41.000 --> 00:07:44.560\n But I, I think there's definitely, there's like three or four, I can't pop in my mind\n\n151\n00:07:44.560 --> 00:07:45.560\n when I wait.\n\n152\n00:07:45.560 --> 00:07:48.360\n One is, it all started with this.\n\n153\n00:07:48.360 --> 00:07:51.720\n I read an article in magazine, a lady who was a vice president of the bank took her\n\n154\n00:07:51.720 --> 00:07:54.400\n boy to school, dropped him off in the classroom.\n\n155\n00:07:54.400 --> 00:07:58.480\n Principal teacher tells the mom, we tried everything, there's no hope for your child.\n\n156\n00:07:58.480 --> 00:08:02.400\n She gets on the train, goes into the city, and on this kind of train, she says out loud\n\n157\n00:08:02.400 --> 00:08:03.400\n it from everybody.\n\n158\n00:08:03.400 --> 00:08:06.560\n There's gotta be hope for my little boy, as she's crying.\n\n159\n00:08:06.560 --> 00:08:09.920\n I finished the article, but to the bottom of the page and saw, it was my mom who wrote\n\n160\n00:08:09.920 --> 00:08:10.920\n it.\n\n161\n00:08:10.920 --> 00:08:12.160\n And that's how I started showing my story.\n\n162\n00:08:12.160 --> 00:08:13.160\n Whoa.\n\n163\n00:08:13.160 --> 00:08:15.160\n I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for my mom.\n\n164\n00:08:15.160 --> 00:08:19.360\n She took me to doctors, speech therapists, when everybody was negative, my mom's always\n\n165\n00:08:19.360 --> 00:08:20.360\n been positive.\n\n166\n00:08:20.520 --> 00:08:28.000\n Well, I guess, literally, I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her, too, so that then\n\n167\n00:08:28.000 --> 00:08:33.320\n I said, the second biggest, the next biggest influence in my life was my first day of\n\n168\n00:08:33.320 --> 00:08:37.600\n high school, couldn't find my class, laws confused.\n\n169\n00:08:37.600 --> 00:08:40.279\n I'm standing in the hallway, couldn't, didn't know where to go.\n\n170\n00:08:40.279 --> 00:08:44.800\n I'm about to cry and the door opens and my mom walks out and he goes, you look lost.\n\n171\n00:08:44.800 --> 00:08:45.800\n Let me help you out.\n\n172\n00:08:45.800 --> 00:08:46.800\n See this Mr. Edwards.\n\n173\n00:08:46.800 --> 00:08:47.800\n Yeah.\n\n174\n00:08:47.799 --> 00:08:48.799\n And he looks at this piece of paper.\n\n175\n00:08:48.799 --> 00:08:51.559\n He goes, oh, I have you a class later on today.\n\n176\n00:08:51.559 --> 00:08:55.479\n Mr. Edwards is the man who taught me how to read, he worked on my speech.\n\n177\n00:08:55.479 --> 00:08:59.079\n Every day at the end of school, I would go to him, give him my backpack, he organized\n\n178\n00:08:59.079 --> 00:09:00.319\n my home.\n\n179\n00:09:00.319 --> 00:09:01.319\n Yeah.\n\n180\n00:09:01.319 --> 00:09:05.759\n Going to my G year high school, he left, never saw me graduate, he never saw me go to\n\n181\n00:09:05.759 --> 00:09:06.759\n college.\n\n182\n00:09:06.759 --> 00:09:07.759\n Huh.\n\n183\n00:09:07.759 --> 00:09:11.599\n Then several years go by, I'm doing what I'm doing for my career, I'm doing the, I'm a keynote\n\n184\n00:09:11.599 --> 00:09:16.399\n speaker at a conference of business people, open California, the events and center.\n\n185\n00:09:16.399 --> 00:09:17.399\n Stay on the stage.\n\n186\n00:09:17.399 --> 00:09:22.120\n I tell my story and then give me a soon innovation where they bring the lights up and I'm watching\n\n187\n00:09:22.120 --> 00:09:26.199\n these stowards of people clap, let's have the background, he's there.\n\n188\n00:09:26.199 --> 00:09:29.039\n He saw my picture, drove 10 hours to watch me speak.\n\n189\n00:09:29.039 --> 00:09:30.039\n Wow.\n\n190\n00:09:30.039 --> 00:09:33.799\n I jumped off the stage, I gave him a hug and the Mr. Edwards, if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't\n\n191\n00:09:33.799 --> 00:09:34.799\n be here today.\n\n192\n00:09:34.799 --> 00:09:36.759\n He was so, I'm so proud of you.\n\n193\n00:09:36.759 --> 00:09:40.480\n I start walking back up on the stage to finish my session and he stops.\n\n194\n00:09:40.480 --> 00:09:44.120\n I stopped one more time and go, hey, Mr. Edwards, you still help his students, he goes\n\n195\n00:09:44.120 --> 00:09:45.439\n every day.\n\n196\n00:09:45.440 --> 00:09:50.520\n So number two, person's Mr. Edwards, it was a teacher, I didn't want to talk, it's\n\n197\n00:09:50.520 --> 00:09:51.680\n all something in my life.\n\n198\n00:09:51.680 --> 00:09:58.000\n You know, and he took like very active steps to help you organizing backpacks, homework.\n\n199\n00:09:58.000 --> 00:10:05.080\n But even I think people don't appreciate just an adult telling a younger person that\n\n200\n00:10:05.080 --> 00:10:08.880\n like they believe in them, you know, I was giving a talk at a college this week and the\n\n201\n00:10:08.880 --> 00:10:14.400\n Dean was going around and he's like, we went to lunch after my talk and he told the\n\n202\n00:10:14.399 --> 00:10:15.559\n hostess, what are you studying?\n\n203\n00:10:15.559 --> 00:10:18.519\n And she's like, I want to be a cosmetician, which is great.\n\n204\n00:10:18.519 --> 00:10:22.559\n But he's like, have you thought about maybe being, you know, coming and being a nurse,\n\n205\n00:10:22.559 --> 00:10:26.279\n you should think about being a nurse, but like always telling someone, you can do more\n\n206\n00:10:26.279 --> 00:10:27.959\n if you want.\n\n207\n00:10:27.959 --> 00:10:32.319\n You can, and I think even just hearing someone say, I believe in you, I see the worth in\n\n208\n00:10:32.319 --> 00:10:35.840\n you can be quite powerful.\n\n209\n00:10:35.840 --> 00:10:36.840\n Oh, yeah.\n\n210\n00:10:36.840 --> 00:10:41.759\n Well, I think there's affirmation and there's times that it takes action and that's why\n\n211\n00:10:41.759 --> 00:10:44.000\n I would go to this number third person.\n\n212\n00:10:44.000 --> 00:10:46.000\n I went to play high school football.\n\n213\n00:10:46.000 --> 00:10:47.000\n I was terrible.\n\n214\n00:10:47.000 --> 00:10:48.679\n I never played any sports like that before.\n\n215\n00:10:48.679 --> 00:10:52.319\n Like I played baseball and basketball, but not, I mean, you know, a football and I'm\n\n216\n00:10:52.319 --> 00:10:55.200\n overseeing the same American football.\n\n217\n00:10:55.200 --> 00:10:57.919\n So I go out to practice.\n\n218\n00:10:57.919 --> 00:10:58.919\n I'm not very good.\n\n219\n00:10:58.919 --> 00:10:59.919\n Don't know what to do.\n\n220\n00:10:59.919 --> 00:11:02.519\n And we hit this guy and our team was like, it was like a man, giant.\n\n221\n00:11:02.519 --> 00:11:07.000\n This guy is huge and he can go stand here, do this, stand here.\n\n222\n00:11:07.000 --> 00:11:09.159\n He was our big star athlete.\n\n223\n00:11:09.159 --> 00:11:13.539\n So first day of high school, don't know, I hated lunch because I, kids with a garbage\n\n224\n00:11:13.539 --> 00:11:16.639\n at me, things, I never was always by myself.\n\n225\n00:11:16.639 --> 00:11:19.839\n First day of middle school, a girl told me to go sit by myself and I went start laughing.\n\n226\n00:11:19.839 --> 00:11:21.839\n So it was just like, okay, now it's high school.\n\n227\n00:11:21.839 --> 00:11:22.839\n It's lunchtime.\n\n228\n00:11:22.839 --> 00:11:23.839\n I don't want to be there.\n\n229\n00:11:23.839 --> 00:11:25.639\n It's just, I'm not looking forward to it.\n\n230\n00:11:25.639 --> 00:11:29.679\n I walk into the lunch area, cried in place and I'm like, I don't know where to sit.\n\n231\n00:11:29.679 --> 00:11:30.679\n My heart's racing.\n\n232\n00:11:30.679 --> 00:11:34.439\n I've already been late for class because I couldn't find it earlier.\n\n233\n00:11:34.439 --> 00:11:38.639\n And that guy goes, hey, John, sit next to me.\n\n234\n00:11:38.639 --> 00:11:39.639\n His name is Craig.\n\n235\n00:11:39.639 --> 00:11:40.799\n Yeah.\n\n236\n00:11:40.799 --> 00:11:45.879\n He's still my best friend to this day.\n\n237\n00:11:45.879 --> 00:11:50.000\n Craig changed my life, just by sitting next to me.\n\n238\n00:11:50.000 --> 00:11:51.000\n He went on to play football.\n\n239\n00:11:51.000 --> 00:11:54.480\n Had a great career, played in division one.\n\n240\n00:11:54.480 --> 00:11:57.439\n He was a sick or service agent for years as a police officer.\n\n241\n00:11:57.439 --> 00:12:02.360\n I was balanced and anxiety and panic attacks and I was a mom, Jordan, Dune, schools.\n\n242\n00:12:02.360 --> 00:12:04.039\n That did jumped on a plane and flew there.\n\n243\n00:12:04.039 --> 00:12:05.519\n So I wouldn't be by myself.\n\n244\n00:12:05.519 --> 00:12:07.439\n In our 40s, he did that for me.\n\n245\n00:12:07.439 --> 00:12:08.439\n That's amazing.\n\n246\n00:12:08.440 --> 00:12:09.960\n He's still my best friend.\n\n247\n00:12:09.960 --> 00:12:10.960\n Yeah.\n\n248\n00:12:10.960 --> 00:12:13.440\n So there's a guy who did action.\n\n249\n00:12:13.440 --> 00:12:16.880\n One man changed my high school career and that was a boy at the time.\n\n250\n00:12:16.880 --> 00:12:20.640\n But yeah, changed my high school, just by sitting next to me.\n\n251\n00:12:20.640 --> 00:12:21.960\n That's amazing.\n\n252\n00:12:21.960 --> 00:12:24.400\n And that was the last person I know, to me, to dominate this.\n\n253\n00:12:24.400 --> 00:12:25.400\n I know it's supposed to be.\n\n254\n00:12:25.400 --> 00:12:26.400\n No, no, no, no.\n\n255\n00:12:26.400 --> 00:12:27.400\n I'm so sorry.\n\n256\n00:12:27.400 --> 00:12:28.400\n No, this is about you.\n\n257\n00:12:28.400 --> 00:12:30.400\n They people don't want to hear about me.\n\n258\n00:12:30.400 --> 00:12:34.240\n Well, and I gotta say this, I don't think I've ever broke it down to saying four people\n\n259\n00:12:34.240 --> 00:12:35.240\n helped change my life.\n\n260\n00:12:35.240 --> 00:12:36.480\n I don't think I've ever done this before.\n\n261\n00:12:37.080 --> 00:12:39.000\n It's the first time I've ever said it like this.\n\n262\n00:12:39.000 --> 00:12:40.000\n I love it.\n\n263\n00:12:40.000 --> 00:12:44.639\n So I really, I had a girlfriend a little bit in high school, not much.\n\n264\n00:12:44.639 --> 00:12:51.440\n But my senior in high school, I met this girl who, she was a little bit older.\n\n265\n00:12:51.440 --> 00:12:54.720\n She was in college and she was finishing her first year.\n\n266\n00:12:54.720 --> 00:12:56.920\n I was about to graduate and we started dating.\n\n267\n00:12:56.920 --> 00:12:58.240\n Well, I was going to that school.\n\n268\n00:12:58.240 --> 00:13:01.600\n So we started dating all throughout college together.\n\n269\n00:13:01.600 --> 00:13:06.440\n So she would help me to my homework, do my homework, non-stuking, you know, but it's\n\n270\n00:13:06.440 --> 00:13:07.440\n she was there.\n\n271\n00:13:07.440 --> 00:13:10.360\n And we've been married for 31 years next month.\n\n272\n00:13:10.360 --> 00:13:11.720\n My wife has been there.\n\n273\n00:13:11.720 --> 00:13:17.600\n So we've been together for, since we're 18, she has been a rock in my life, always been\n\n274\n00:13:17.600 --> 00:13:23.280\n there for me, supported me, picked me up when I'm down, been honest with me.\n\n275\n00:13:23.280 --> 00:13:27.160\n Even when I don't do a great job speaking, she'll be the first one to tell me that probably\n\n276\n00:13:27.160 --> 00:13:31.280\n wasn't your best, you know, and encourage you way to try to help me out.\n\n277\n00:13:31.280 --> 00:13:35.440\n And so my wife has been incredible in my life.\n\n278\n00:13:35.720 --> 00:13:40.800\n Yeah, I mean, I think if you find a partner that is, you're truly a partner with, there's\n\n279\n00:13:40.800 --> 00:13:44.160\n nothing as powerful in this, in this world.\n\n280\n00:13:44.160 --> 00:13:50.160\n So I remember when I first started, about to get engaged, someone pulled me off the\n\n281\n00:13:50.160 --> 00:13:54.160\n side and said, John, your spouse is your biggest asset or your biggest liability.\n\n282\n00:13:54.160 --> 00:13:56.080\n Make sure you're making the right choice.\n\n283\n00:13:56.080 --> 00:13:58.800\n And for me, it's been unbelievable.\n\n284\n00:13:58.800 --> 00:14:00.560\n She's been incredible.\n\n285\n00:14:00.560 --> 00:14:02.040\n That's fantastic.\n\n286\n00:14:02.039 --> 00:14:06.279\n And I know you guys travel the world together.\n\n287\n00:14:06.279 --> 00:14:10.480\n And you do interesting things when you, I know you, you speak, but there's another part\n\n288\n00:14:10.480 --> 00:14:16.799\n of you where you're using feats of strength in the physical side of your life.\n\n289\n00:14:16.799 --> 00:14:19.199\n When did strength training like, when did you start doing that?\n\n290\n00:14:19.199 --> 00:14:23.719\n I know you said you were playing football in high school, but how did that happen?\n\n291\n00:14:23.719 --> 00:14:27.360\n And how did that help build your, your sense of self, I guess?\n\n292\n00:14:27.960 --> 00:14:33.440\n Yeah, so, okay, I was 15 years old and a guy came and did an assembly and he ripped a\n\n293\n00:14:33.440 --> 00:14:34.440\n phone book.\n\n294\n00:14:34.440 --> 00:14:35.440\n I don't do that in Marx.\n\n295\n00:14:35.440 --> 00:14:38.639\n We don't have phone books anymore, but I do a read the paper.\n\n296\n00:14:38.639 --> 00:14:42.560\n He did some other different things and he shared some inspirational stories.\n\n297\n00:14:42.560 --> 00:14:46.159\n He didn't share his own, but he shared inspirational ones.\n\n298\n00:14:46.159 --> 00:14:50.360\n And when I got to college, I called him.\n\n299\n00:14:50.360 --> 00:14:55.200\n He mentored me in that and I, I traveled with him for a lot of years.\n\n300\n00:14:55.200 --> 00:14:58.600\n He would teach me how to do an assembly, he goes, oh, you're talking a little fast,\n\n301\n00:14:58.600 --> 00:14:59.600\n pause here.\n\n302\n00:14:59.600 --> 00:15:04.400\n He goes, you know, you're funny, he is, but don't go joke, joke, joke, you know, give\n\n303\n00:15:04.400 --> 00:15:08.840\n a little pause, you know, let people give a chance for the crowd to laugh and he taught\n\n304\n00:15:08.840 --> 00:15:09.840\n me.\n\n305\n00:15:09.840 --> 00:15:14.640\n But I'm a product of a school assembly, a school, I saw it, I saw the reaction he was\n\n306\n00:15:14.640 --> 00:15:18.920\n getting from everybody around me, I go, I think I want to do that.\n\n307\n00:15:18.920 --> 00:15:20.640\n And that's how I got into all this.\n\n308\n00:15:20.639 --> 00:15:25.559\n So a school assembly helped touch my heart and so why I do this today.\n\n309\n00:15:25.559 --> 00:15:28.240\n That's awesome.\n\n310\n00:15:28.240 --> 00:15:33.559\n When do you think you were first like able, you realized you were capable of doing something\n\n311\n00:15:33.559 --> 00:15:35.919\n that seemed impossible?\n\n312\n00:15:35.919 --> 00:15:41.600\n Like I wouldn't think I could break a bat, for instance, like when did you were like,\n\n313\n00:15:41.600 --> 00:15:43.840\n I think I can do this.\n\n314\n00:15:43.840 --> 00:15:44.840\n Yeah.\n\n315\n00:15:44.840 --> 00:15:45.840\n So, okay.\n\n316\n00:15:46.399 --> 00:15:52.480\n So it took a lot of work to get to it, I'm physically, I'm not, like, I'm not naturally\n\n317\n00:15:52.480 --> 00:15:54.879\n a great athlete or it took a lot of strength.\n\n318\n00:15:54.879 --> 00:15:56.720\n I've never done steroids or drugs.\n\n319\n00:15:56.720 --> 00:16:02.280\n I was talking to go, this is all McDonald's, that's what, but it's big Mac.\n\n320\n00:16:02.280 --> 00:16:05.639\n It's exactly, it's all been a lot of hard work and stuff.\n\n321\n00:16:05.639 --> 00:16:10.560\n But yeah, it took some strength, like I used to work in professional sports for a lot\n\n322\n00:16:10.560 --> 00:16:14.560\n of years, mostly in majorly baseball, we do talks for all the teams.\n\n323\n00:16:14.560 --> 00:16:17.840\n And so we would do the feats and different stuff, like break breaks and do all that stuff.\n\n324\n00:16:17.840 --> 00:16:20.400\n But we'd like, all of us do something different.\n\n325\n00:16:20.400 --> 00:16:23.160\n And so we took a frying pan and a full and a half, we're like, that's an impressive\n\n326\n00:16:23.160 --> 00:16:25.960\n and then we rolled it up, like, that's kind of cool.\n\n327\n00:16:25.960 --> 00:16:31.600\n And that's how we started, and then we were doing an event one time and the guy, a couple\n\n328\n00:16:31.600 --> 00:16:34.040\n of baseball players go, we don't want to go, we don't want to go.\n\n329\n00:16:34.040 --> 00:16:36.720\n We're like, come on, everyone's coming, you got to come.\n\n330\n00:16:36.720 --> 00:16:40.720\n And the guy goes, if you break this bat, we'll come.\n\n331\n00:16:40.720 --> 00:16:43.880\n And so it was actually my buddy who was not with me.\n\n332\n00:16:43.879 --> 00:16:47.399\n The guy who mentored me, he goes, he goes to swing over his leg and the guy stopped\n\n333\n00:16:47.399 --> 00:16:50.799\n and it says, no, you got to put on, like, press it and break it.\n\n334\n00:16:50.799 --> 00:16:51.799\n Wow.\n\n335\n00:16:51.799 --> 00:16:52.799\n And that's how you do it.\n\n336\n00:16:52.799 --> 00:16:56.240\n And so we did and that's how they, that's how we started breaking baseball bats.\n\n337\n00:16:56.240 --> 00:17:00.120\n And yeah, it's, it's an older baseball players, and it's more of a choir, it was a long\n\n338\n00:17:00.120 --> 00:17:01.120\n time ago.\n\n339\n00:17:01.120 --> 00:17:04.319\n And that's how we started breaking baseball bats all those years ago.\n\n340\n00:17:04.319 --> 00:17:06.400\n So that's how it kind of came into all that stuff.\n\n341\n00:17:06.400 --> 00:17:11.000\n So it's kind of along the way we did stuff and then kind of kind of has grown and changed\n\n342\n00:17:11.000 --> 00:17:12.000\n a little bit.\n\n343\n00:17:12.000 --> 00:17:13.000\n Yeah.\n\n344\n00:17:13.000 --> 00:17:16.000\n I mean, the phone book is an interesting one because you're right.\n\n345\n00:17:16.000 --> 00:17:17.000\n Yeah.\n\n346\n00:17:17.000 --> 00:17:18.000\n Yeah.\n\n347\n00:17:18.000 --> 00:17:24.559\n Well, the school I spoke, the school I spoke today was pre K to second grade.\n\n348\n00:17:24.559 --> 00:17:31.440\n So that's the four year olds to like maybe seven year olds, something like that.\n\n349\n00:17:31.440 --> 00:17:34.559\n And they've never seen a phone book then or know what a phone book is.\n\n350\n00:17:34.559 --> 00:17:37.519\n And I said that to the crowd, I go, you guys never seen a phone book and the teachers\n\n351\n00:17:37.519 --> 00:17:39.920\n last, you know, yeah.\n\n352\n00:17:39.920 --> 00:17:42.879\n Pretty soon the teachers won't know what a phone book is.\n\n353\n00:17:42.879 --> 00:17:43.879\n Oh, true.\n\n354\n00:17:43.879 --> 00:17:49.879\n Because a lot of schools like going to like teachers are like, you spoke to my school after\n\n355\n00:17:49.879 --> 00:17:50.879\n that's right.\n\n356\n00:17:50.879 --> 00:17:52.160\n I started this in 94.\n\n357\n00:17:52.160 --> 00:17:56.920\n So what we're at 32 years now, I've been doing this it like, yeah, it's pretty funny.\n\n358\n00:17:56.920 --> 00:17:59.759\n And you were still in college when you started it, right?\n\n359\n00:17:59.759 --> 00:18:00.759\n Yeah.\n\n360\n00:18:00.759 --> 00:18:01.759\n Yeah.\n\n361\n00:18:01.759 --> 00:18:02.759\n I started doing this in college.\n\n362\n00:18:02.759 --> 00:18:03.759\n Yeah.\n\n363\n00:18:03.759 --> 00:18:04.759\n What was the urgency?\n\n364\n00:18:04.759 --> 00:18:05.400\n Like, why are you like, I got to do this.\n\n365\n00:18:08.279 --> 00:18:12.400\n It wasn't so much the urgency I felt like it was like, I just wanted to.\n\n366\n00:18:12.400 --> 00:18:15.879\n Like I felt this calling kind of a thing, started my nonprofit.\n\n367\n00:18:15.879 --> 00:18:16.680\n I didn't know what I was doing.\n\n368\n00:18:16.680 --> 00:18:21.160\n I put together a nonprofit at 20 years old and it's the same nonprofit we've had all\n\n369\n00:18:21.160 --> 00:18:22.160\n these years.\n\n370\n00:18:22.160 --> 00:18:23.960\n And we had to start kept doing it.\n\n371\n00:18:23.960 --> 00:18:27.920\n And then like, it was kind of like more and more stores are just opening.\n\n372\n00:18:27.920 --> 00:18:28.960\n There's word of mouth.\n\n373\n00:18:28.960 --> 00:18:32.799\n And I've never really been great promotion.\n\n374\n00:18:32.799 --> 00:18:36.079\n But I've always tried to pursue relationships and friendships.\n\n375\n00:18:36.079 --> 00:18:39.199\n So when I meet someone, I, it's not trying to get a speaking gauge mayor, it's trying\n\n376\n00:18:39.199 --> 00:18:42.480\n to get into or someone to give towards our charity.\n\n377\n00:18:42.480 --> 00:18:46.399\n It's more about just being friends and out of that, things happen.\n\n378\n00:18:46.399 --> 00:18:50.879\n So I always pursue friendships and relationships and doors have always opened that way.\n\n379\n00:18:50.879 --> 00:18:54.599\n And I think because you do that while you've been doing it for a long time, you, the\n\n380\n00:18:54.599 --> 00:19:00.679\n work it's out that you're legit for a better lack of better words and you kind of, anything\n\n381\n00:19:00.679 --> 00:19:04.279\n that's ever been said that's been negative, I'm sure there's been stuff.\n\n382\n00:19:04.279 --> 00:19:06.079\n You kind of outlive it after a while.\n\n383\n00:19:06.079 --> 00:19:07.079\n Yeah.\n\n384\n00:19:07.079 --> 00:19:10.839\n Well, I mean, you've spoken at 40 countries.\n\n385\n00:19:10.839 --> 00:19:15.039\n So almost 80 now, 80 come millions of people at this point.\n\n386\n00:19:15.039 --> 00:19:16.039\n Yeah.\n\n387\n00:19:16.039 --> 00:19:17.039\n Yeah.\n\n388\n00:19:17.039 --> 00:19:21.599\n Yeah, 10 million face to face over time and then on line to over 200 million.\n\n389\n00:19:21.599 --> 00:19:26.039\n So how do you do realize that this was much bigger than just like your story?\n\n390\n00:19:26.039 --> 00:19:27.839\n I know you use your story.\n\n391\n00:19:27.839 --> 00:19:29.559\n Yeah.\n\n392\n00:19:29.559 --> 00:19:30.559\n I don't know.\n\n393\n00:19:30.559 --> 00:19:31.559\n I think it's involved.\n\n394\n00:19:31.559 --> 00:19:32.559\n I don't think you think that.\n\n395\n00:19:32.559 --> 00:19:38.480\n I don't think that, you know, it was kind of cool, like, I'll show you this.\n\n396\n00:19:38.480 --> 00:19:40.480\n I'm covering my phone just because I want to show you this.\n\n397\n00:19:40.480 --> 00:19:41.480\n It just happened.\n\n398\n00:19:41.480 --> 00:19:42.480\n Yeah.\n\n399\n00:19:42.480 --> 00:19:47.519\n So last week I went to a wedding from some people who are in Japan that we're friends\n\n400\n00:19:47.519 --> 00:19:50.279\n with and it was in Oregon.\n\n401\n00:19:50.279 --> 00:19:53.519\n And so this lady walks up to me as I'm trying to get some food at the reception.\n\n402\n00:19:53.519 --> 00:19:57.639\n She goes, you're my son's hero.\n\n403\n00:19:57.639 --> 00:19:58.639\n They love you.\n\n404\n00:19:58.639 --> 00:20:01.480\n And so she pulls up this picture, I don't think you can even see that.\n\n405\n00:20:01.480 --> 00:20:02.480\n Yeah.\n\n406\n00:20:02.920 --> 00:20:11.079\n We were in Cambodia and you came into the school and my kids were moving.\n\n407\n00:20:11.079 --> 00:20:15.799\n We have lived there and we were working there and our kids were at the school.\n\n408\n00:20:15.799 --> 00:20:19.079\n And I go, oh, you gotta tell them that I said, hi, they're like, they're here.\n\n409\n00:20:19.079 --> 00:20:22.960\n So they came back over and we redid the picture.\n\n410\n00:20:22.960 --> 00:20:26.480\n That's them holding the camera with the picture and we reposed it.\n\n411\n00:20:26.480 --> 00:20:27.880\n That's awesome.\n\n412\n00:20:27.880 --> 00:20:30.039\n 15 years later, you know.\n\n413\n00:20:30.039 --> 00:20:33.200\n So it's stuff like that, you know, it kind of touches your heart, you know, that you're\n\n414\n00:20:33.200 --> 00:20:34.799\n making a difference hopefully.\n\n415\n00:20:34.799 --> 00:20:39.279\n That's amazing.\n\n416\n00:20:39.279 --> 00:20:42.720\n Now a lot of your work is anti-bully type work.\n\n417\n00:20:42.720 --> 00:20:47.799\n I mean, yeah, I tried not to say that we're bullying in my assembly because like if you\n\n418\n00:20:47.799 --> 00:20:50.799\n do schools in New Jersey, if you use the word bullying, if a student comes to teach\n\n419\n00:20:50.799 --> 00:20:54.879\n you how to be in bully, they have to fill out a hip, hip report or something like that.\n\n420\n00:20:55.880 --> 00:21:01.280\n So it's all about, it's an anti-bullying program, but I don't ever use the word bullying.\n\n421\n00:21:01.280 --> 00:21:05.480\n Like even when I talk about suicide with older students, I never use the word suicide.\n\n422\n00:21:05.480 --> 00:21:07.520\n I said, don't give up on the gift of life.\n\n423\n00:21:07.520 --> 00:21:09.240\n So I try to be careful.\n\n424\n00:21:09.240 --> 00:21:10.880\n I believe words have power.\n\n425\n00:21:10.880 --> 00:21:12.560\n This is my own personal belief.\n\n426\n00:21:12.560 --> 00:21:14.560\n Like I'm very careful what I say about myself.\n\n427\n00:21:14.560 --> 00:21:17.920\n Like I don't say, I don't tell my wife, I'm battling anxiety.\n\n428\n00:21:17.920 --> 00:21:21.240\n I go, I feel anxious because I don't want to get that word anxiety more powerful in my\n\n429\n00:21:21.240 --> 00:21:22.960\n life that everybody has.\n\n430\n00:21:22.960 --> 00:21:25.880\n So it's just me personally, that's what I do.\n\n431\n00:21:25.880 --> 00:21:32.079\n And so it is an anti-bullying, then if I speak to corporate stuff, it's more about how\n\n432\n00:21:32.079 --> 00:21:35.759\n to pursue like happiness and how the things I battle.\n\n433\n00:21:35.759 --> 00:21:40.319\n So my things with corporations, I talk about the fear of failure, the fear of people\n\n434\n00:21:40.319 --> 00:21:44.200\n and the fear of the future because of the things, three things I really battle in life.\n\n435\n00:21:44.200 --> 00:21:45.200\n Yeah.\n\n436\n00:21:45.200 --> 00:21:46.200\n Yeah, I'm really good.\n\n437\n00:21:46.200 --> 00:21:49.960\n I have a, like my mind's crazy in the fact that I always tell people I have a Ferrari\n\n438\n00:21:49.960 --> 00:21:54.120\n mind with a Vespa brakes.\n\n439\n00:21:54.120 --> 00:21:56.319\n But like I can relive everything in my mind.\n\n440\n00:21:56.319 --> 00:21:59.799\n I have a, I've always jokes about my memory and it's like Netflix.\n\n441\n00:21:59.799 --> 00:22:02.039\n I see everything like a movie all the time.\n\n442\n00:22:02.039 --> 00:22:03.039\n Yeah.\n\n443\n00:22:03.039 --> 00:22:05.279\n Like I can go back to every hotel I've been this year and tell you everything's out in\n\n444\n00:22:05.279 --> 00:22:06.279\n the room.\n\n445\n00:22:06.279 --> 00:22:07.279\n Like to stay in my mind works.\n\n446\n00:22:07.279 --> 00:22:08.279\n Yeah.\n\n447\n00:22:08.279 --> 00:22:11.240\n But when something negative happens, I can relive it too.\n\n448\n00:22:11.240 --> 00:22:12.400\n I've made a mistake.\n\n449\n00:22:12.400 --> 00:22:15.680\n I said something stupid, which I do all the time.\n\n450\n00:22:15.759 --> 00:22:17.200\n I always try to be funny.\n\n451\n00:22:17.200 --> 00:22:22.320\n I was playing golf with this billionaire guy at one time and he was trying your funny.\n\n452\n00:22:22.320 --> 00:22:23.320\n You're so nice.\n\n453\n00:22:23.320 --> 00:22:26.920\n I like to stay in contact with you and he goes, how can I get a hold of you?\n\n454\n00:22:26.920 --> 00:22:27.920\n And I looked at him.\n\n455\n00:22:27.920 --> 00:22:32.640\n I'm all Venmo and he didn't find that very funny.\n\n456\n00:22:32.640 --> 00:22:37.680\n It's so I blew the contact, you know, just trying to be funny, you know, and so, but\n\n457\n00:22:37.680 --> 00:22:39.200\n I can relive that in my mind.\n\n458\n00:22:39.200 --> 00:22:44.920\n So that's why I talk about the fear of failure is like in my life, I'll make a mistake and\n\n459\n00:22:44.920 --> 00:22:48.200\n I'll look at that a lot of times and I can't be past possessed.\n\n460\n00:22:48.200 --> 00:22:53.600\n I have to be forward focused, always looking forward down the road because I'll think about\n\n461\n00:22:53.600 --> 00:22:58.759\n the mistake I made so many times, you know, and so, and that's what I battle and the\n\n462\n00:22:58.759 --> 00:23:04.680\n fear of people that I battle with is not, I'm extreme extrovert, but it's, I'm a people\n\n463\n00:23:04.680 --> 00:23:05.680\n pleaser.\n\n464\n00:23:05.680 --> 00:23:08.920\n So I'm afraid to say no to people because I'm afraid they're not going to like me and\n\n465\n00:23:08.920 --> 00:23:10.960\n that's my battle there.\n\n466\n00:23:10.960 --> 00:23:12.960\n And last of the fear of the future, I think we all battle at times.\n\n467\n00:23:12.960 --> 00:23:15.079\n I mean, right now in our world today, what's going on?\n\n468\n00:23:15.079 --> 00:23:16.680\n We just don't know what the future holds.\n\n469\n00:23:16.680 --> 00:23:19.039\n So those are my, those are my issues.\n\n470\n00:23:19.039 --> 00:23:21.720\n Have a lot of them.\n\n471\n00:23:21.720 --> 00:23:24.160\n We all do.\n\n472\n00:23:24.160 --> 00:23:29.880\n Has there been a moment in one of these talks you've given where an audience member has\n\n473\n00:23:29.880 --> 00:23:30.880\n stopped you cold?\n\n474\n00:23:30.880 --> 00:23:36.559\n I mean, it sounds like that, that child who talked about his parents divorcing is one\n\n475\n00:23:36.559 --> 00:23:37.559\n of those moments.\n\n476\n00:23:37.559 --> 00:23:39.759\n Has there been another one that sticks out?\n\n477\n00:23:40.480 --> 00:23:41.480\n Yeah, it's funny.\n\n478\n00:23:41.480 --> 00:23:44.160\n I haven't thought about that in a while until you choose that part of my head was I was\n\n479\n00:23:44.160 --> 00:23:47.079\n a Connecticut doing a high school assembly.\n\n480\n00:23:47.079 --> 00:23:50.599\n And I've told my story, I'm going to tell this a little bit about my daughter just a little\n\n481\n00:23:50.599 --> 00:23:55.559\n bit and I tell all of that and about to kind of wrap up and go into the teachers.\n\n482\n00:23:55.559 --> 00:24:00.920\n And this boy stands up and says, John, I got something to say, I mean, we're in an auditorium.\n\n483\n00:24:00.920 --> 00:24:05.960\n There's like 1200 students and he goes, I don't have any friends.\n\n484\n00:24:05.960 --> 00:24:07.240\n No one likes me in this school.\n\n485\n00:24:07.240 --> 00:24:09.559\n I'm always alone.\n\n486\n00:24:09.559 --> 00:24:13.879\n And all of a sudden, the right hand side, this big, huge, it was like a football player\n\n487\n00:24:13.879 --> 00:24:14.879\n because he had a jersey on.\n\n488\n00:24:14.879 --> 00:24:15.879\n It was a Friday.\n\n489\n00:24:15.879 --> 00:24:17.480\n It was a play at the game or something.\n\n490\n00:24:17.480 --> 00:24:22.159\n He gets up and he walks over and he just goes to the kid and his hugs him and the kid\n\n491\n00:24:22.159 --> 00:24:24.399\n just falls apart.\n\n492\n00:24:24.399 --> 00:24:28.119\n And then all of a sudden on this side, this other student stands up and goes, I'm always\n\n493\n00:24:28.119 --> 00:24:33.359\n by myself and another kid stands up and walks over to him and the girl stands up.\n\n494\n00:24:33.359 --> 00:24:38.559\n Next you know, you're seeing these pockets break out of people and saying, I fell alone\n\n495\n00:24:38.559 --> 00:24:43.480\n and like these students, not just popular ones, but these students going hugging each\n\n496\n00:24:43.480 --> 00:24:44.480\n other.\n\n497\n00:24:44.480 --> 00:24:47.399\n And I turned the guy, the principal and I go, what do I do?\n\n498\n00:24:47.399 --> 00:24:48.919\n I go, I don't know what to do right now.\n\n499\n00:24:48.919 --> 00:24:50.799\n He just let it go.\n\n500\n00:24:50.799 --> 00:24:53.519\n Well, this takes a long, well, hold the bells.\n\n501\n00:24:53.519 --> 00:24:58.359\n It was probably about 10 minutes that we just let students like do that in this kind of\n\n502\n00:24:58.359 --> 00:25:00.679\n and that's probably one of the ones that stand out in my mind.\n\n503\n00:25:00.679 --> 00:25:03.879\n I haven't thought about a long time and stuff like that.\n\n504\n00:25:03.879 --> 00:25:05.639\n Those are the special things.\n\n505\n00:25:06.360 --> 00:25:08.840\n Yeah, powerful and spontaneous, right?\n\n506\n00:25:08.840 --> 00:25:16.720\n It's like, yeah, and I think to going into a talk, I think the big thing for me, I've\n\n507\n00:25:16.720 --> 00:25:20.440\n learned over the years is like, you want to be organized.\n\n508\n00:25:20.440 --> 00:25:23.680\n You want to have your plan, what you want to do.\n\n509\n00:25:23.680 --> 00:25:28.320\n But don't, don't be married to it in the fact like, be, be flexible, something like\n\n510\n00:25:28.320 --> 00:25:30.720\n that that's organic that happens.\n\n511\n00:25:30.720 --> 00:25:32.640\n You always want to let that happen.\n\n512\n00:25:32.640 --> 00:25:35.080\n And so I try to listen to my heart more when I'm speaking.\n\n513\n00:25:35.079 --> 00:25:36.839\n I might even change a little bit.\n\n514\n00:25:36.839 --> 00:25:39.919\n It's nothing where people know that I was a different talk.\n\n515\n00:25:39.919 --> 00:25:44.960\n It's the same talk I give, but it's changed to a little bit for myself so I know I can\n\n516\n00:25:44.960 --> 00:25:48.759\n work with the crowd because everyone's so different, they're a crowd's different.\n\n517\n00:25:48.759 --> 00:25:49.759\n Yeah.\n\n518\n00:25:49.759 --> 00:25:55.240\n No, I mean, it's always interesting because I've spoken to different groups and interest\n\n519\n00:25:55.240 --> 00:26:00.079\n wanes, what people are interested definitely varies and you're right, you do have to be\n\n520\n00:26:00.079 --> 00:26:01.079\n flexible.\n\n521\n00:26:01.679 --> 00:26:05.759\n Okay, I know this is not about you as podcast per se, but let me ask this, have you had\n\n522\n00:26:05.759 --> 00:26:08.159\n a mess up on state?\n\n523\n00:26:08.159 --> 00:26:17.119\n I mean, I don't think I've had straight up mess up, but I've definitely had a miss, meaning\n\n524\n00:26:17.119 --> 00:26:20.399\n where I didn't connect with the audience at all.\n\n525\n00:26:20.399 --> 00:26:21.399\n And that's tough.\n\n526\n00:26:21.399 --> 00:26:23.000\n That's tough for a speaker.\n\n527\n00:26:23.000 --> 00:26:26.000\n I don't know if that's the way you felt.\n\n528\n00:26:26.000 --> 00:26:28.399\n That's how I felt, which maybe it was not accurate, right?\n\n529\n00:26:28.399 --> 00:26:30.439\n No, I would say don't ever listen to that.\n\n530\n00:26:30.440 --> 00:26:34.080\n Because we've all had, I had walked out of an off the stage client.\n\n531\n00:26:34.080 --> 00:26:35.080\n I blew it.\n\n532\n00:26:35.080 --> 00:26:36.080\n Yeah.\n\n533\n00:26:36.080 --> 00:26:38.519\n If you walk out to me, that was the most incredible thing that I've ever seen.\n\n534\n00:26:38.519 --> 00:26:41.360\n And I'm like, I don't think you're going to have the same program.\n\n535\n00:26:41.360 --> 00:26:47.200\n I just totally, like, so just so you know, don't ever listen to that, that you're talking\n\n536\n00:26:47.200 --> 00:26:51.080\n about, but you've never had a blender on stage where like I fall on off the stage.\n\n537\n00:26:51.080 --> 00:26:52.559\n I've done stuff like that.\n\n538\n00:26:52.559 --> 00:26:53.559\n Yeah.\n\n539\n00:26:53.559 --> 00:26:54.559\n Yeah.\n\n540\n00:26:54.559 --> 00:26:55.559\n I mean, I feel like that.\n\n541\n00:26:55.559 --> 00:26:56.559\n Okay.\n\n542\n00:26:56.559 --> 00:26:57.559\n It'll probably happen next week.\n\n543\n00:26:57.559 --> 00:27:08.159\n Well, you also have a Guinness book of world records record, which is pretty nuts.\n\n544\n00:27:08.159 --> 00:27:10.879\n How did you know you would, you would be able to do that?\n\n545\n00:27:10.879 --> 00:27:12.679\n And is it for rolling frying pans?\n\n546\n00:27:12.679 --> 00:27:13.679\n Is that what the?\n\n547\n00:27:13.679 --> 00:27:14.679\n Yeah.\n\n548\n00:27:14.679 --> 00:27:15.679\n Yes.\n\n549\n00:27:15.679 --> 00:27:18.519\n So we were doing an event outside of London and it was my wife's idea.\n\n550\n00:27:18.519 --> 00:27:19.519\n This is all Rhonda.\n\n551\n00:27:19.519 --> 00:27:20.519\n My wife.\n\n552\n00:27:20.519 --> 00:27:21.519\n This is all her thing.\n\n553\n00:27:21.519 --> 00:27:26.000\n So I was, I broke a nine year old record for the Titus Roll frying pan.\n\n554\n00:27:26.000 --> 00:27:28.039\n And I took two frying pans.\n\n555\n00:27:28.039 --> 00:27:31.480\n I put them together and I rolled it up for the Titus Roll and that's the one I still have\n\n556\n00:27:31.480 --> 00:27:32.480\n to this day.\n\n557\n00:27:32.480 --> 00:27:38.319\n And I did it a long time ago next year, it would be my one year day anniversary having it.\n\n558\n00:27:38.319 --> 00:27:39.319\n Wow.\n\n559\n00:27:39.319 --> 00:27:40.319\n Now what?\n\n560\n00:27:40.319 --> 00:27:42.839\n I've been in my pictures in the 2009, 2010 books.\n\n561\n00:27:42.839 --> 00:27:47.079\n So I've had it a long time ago, yeah, I still hold that second record.\n\n562\n00:27:47.079 --> 00:27:48.440\n I mean, that's pretty cool.\n\n563\n00:27:48.440 --> 00:27:51.000\n It's like, yeah, yeah, I'm insecure.\n\n564\n00:27:51.000 --> 00:27:52.839\n I knew I got to tell people about it.\n\n565\n00:27:52.839 --> 00:27:55.400\n Look, I had to go to space to deal with my insecurity.\n\n566\n00:27:55.400 --> 00:28:00.400\n So don't worry.\n\n567\n00:28:00.400 --> 00:28:05.480\n Now, what do you think world records, you know, because it was your wife's idea, it wasn't\n\n568\n00:28:05.480 --> 00:28:06.480\n your idea.\n\n569\n00:28:06.480 --> 00:28:10.360\n But what do they teach us about limits we accept too easily in our lives?\n\n570\n00:28:10.360 --> 00:28:16.480\n Because I don't think anyone goes in their life thinking, I'm going to get a world record.\n\n571\n00:28:16.480 --> 00:28:17.960\n But maybe they could.\n\n572\n00:28:17.960 --> 00:28:25.080\n So what, what do you think, what are the like speed bumps we put in our own way as humans?\n\n573\n00:28:25.079 --> 00:28:26.079\n How do we make ourselves?\n\n574\n00:28:26.079 --> 00:28:31.559\n That's a great question, man.\n\n575\n00:28:31.559 --> 00:28:38.599\n I think I think we always kind of put a lid on stuff that we we always can grow past.\n\n576\n00:28:38.599 --> 00:28:44.159\n I know I do that personally, when I did the world record, it wasn't to get an accomplishment.\n\n577\n00:28:44.159 --> 00:28:47.879\n It's actually was to be able to open the doors, to be able to speak to more students.\n\n578\n00:28:47.879 --> 00:28:49.519\n That's the whole reason why I did it.\n\n579\n00:28:49.519 --> 00:28:51.679\n So it wasn't like, oh, I want to do a world record.\n\n580\n00:28:51.679 --> 00:28:52.679\n That's my goal.\n\n581\n00:28:52.680 --> 00:28:54.680\n That's my thing.\n\n582\n00:28:54.680 --> 00:28:59.320\n It kind of happened organically, and it was to be able to speak to more students around\n\n583\n00:28:59.320 --> 00:29:00.320\n the world.\n\n584\n00:29:00.320 --> 00:29:01.320\n That was the only thing.\n\n585\n00:29:01.320 --> 00:29:02.320\n And it really has.\n\n586\n00:29:02.320 --> 00:29:03.320\n It's open a lot of doors.\n\n587\n00:29:03.320 --> 00:29:06.519\n I mean, I believe it because people think it's cool.\n\n588\n00:29:06.519 --> 00:29:07.519\n Yeah.\n\n589\n00:29:07.519 --> 00:29:08.519\n Yeah.\n\n590\n00:29:08.519 --> 00:29:09.519\n Yeah.\n\n591\n00:29:09.519 --> 00:29:13.240\n Well, you know, the crazy parts is they get 40,000 requests a year for a Guinness World\n\n592\n00:29:13.240 --> 00:29:14.240\n Record.\n\n593\n00:29:14.240 --> 00:29:15.759\n They only approved 10% of them.\n\n594\n00:29:15.759 --> 00:29:16.759\n Wow.\n\n595\n00:29:16.759 --> 00:29:21.960\n And then at that 10%, the only a fraction were actually accomplished.\n\n596\n00:29:21.960 --> 00:29:25.880\n And out of that fraction, they only get picture, we'll get, we'll get mentioned in a book.\n\n597\n00:29:25.880 --> 00:29:29.880\n And the fact that my picture is no one and mentioned the other one, it's kind of cool.\n\n598\n00:29:29.880 --> 00:29:30.880\n It's kind of cool.\n\n599\n00:29:30.880 --> 00:29:32.680\n So it's a very, very small thing that had happened.\n\n600\n00:29:32.680 --> 00:29:34.880\n Do you, do you have a copy of that book somewhere?\n\n601\n00:29:34.880 --> 00:29:35.880\n Oh, totally.\n\n602\n00:29:35.880 --> 00:29:36.880\n Yeah.\n\n603\n00:29:36.880 --> 00:29:37.880\n Okay.\n\n604\n00:29:37.880 --> 00:29:40.160\n Well, the best part is like, it's another country's too.\n\n605\n00:29:40.160 --> 00:29:42.680\n So I've signed it in Arabic and Hebrew.\n\n606\n00:29:42.680 --> 00:29:46.559\n It's been a product to me in Japanese and in Chinese and different ones.\n\n607\n00:29:46.559 --> 00:29:49.920\n So yeah, they, I thought it'd be different in different countries, but it's pretty much\n\n608\n00:29:49.920 --> 00:29:52.880\n the same book and all the, just different languages and stuff like that.\n\n609\n00:29:52.880 --> 00:29:56.960\n But the pages are a little different, some of them, but yeah, yeah, that's cool.\n\n610\n00:29:56.960 --> 00:30:02.320\n So I would say like with, I think like trying to like get a record and dreams on that,\n\n611\n00:30:02.320 --> 00:30:04.320\n man, it's so hard.\n\n612\n00:30:04.320 --> 00:30:08.720\n You want to, I think we always got to be careful who we surround ourselves with.\n\n613\n00:30:08.720 --> 00:30:12.960\n I always tell students, be careful who you tell your dreams to.\n\n614\n00:30:12.960 --> 00:30:13.960\n Yeah.\n\n615\n00:30:13.960 --> 00:30:17.160\n Because there's people who want to be, I have a friend of mine who says dream makers and\n\n616\n00:30:17.160 --> 00:30:18.160\n dream breakers.\n\n617\n00:30:18.160 --> 00:30:21.840\n There's people who are dream makers and dream breakers, you know, you want to be careful\n\n618\n00:30:21.840 --> 00:30:25.560\n who you surround yourself with, you know, I tell students for years, you show me your\n\n619\n00:30:25.560 --> 00:30:26.560\n friends.\n\n620\n00:30:26.560 --> 00:30:27.560\n I'll show you your future.\n\n621\n00:30:27.560 --> 00:30:31.240\n So if you really, you really want to accomplish things in life, be sure you surround\n\n622\n00:30:31.240 --> 00:30:32.759\n yourself with great people.\n\n623\n00:30:32.759 --> 00:30:33.759\n Yeah.\n\n624\n00:30:33.759 --> 00:30:35.320\n No, we talk about that in my talks.\n\n625\n00:30:35.320 --> 00:30:37.920\n I do think you need to tell people your dream, but you're right.\n\n626\n00:30:37.920 --> 00:30:43.920\n You need to tell a select group and they'll open doors for you.\n\n627\n00:30:43.920 --> 00:30:46.800\n They'll lift you up when you're having a hard time.\n\n628\n00:30:46.800 --> 00:30:48.039\n They'll celebrate your win.\n\n629\n00:30:48.039 --> 00:30:49.039\n Yeah.\n\n630\n00:30:49.039 --> 00:30:50.039\n Yeah.\n\n631\n00:30:50.039 --> 00:30:51.039\n Yeah.\n\n632\n00:30:51.039 --> 00:30:53.720\n And help you pick you up when you lose or make a or fail.\n\n633\n00:30:53.720 --> 00:30:54.720\n Yeah.\n\n634\n00:30:54.720 --> 00:30:55.720\n Yeah.\n\n635\n00:30:55.720 --> 00:30:56.720\n Yeah.\n\n636\n00:30:56.720 --> 00:30:57.720\n Which will happen.\n\n637\n00:30:57.720 --> 00:30:58.720\n Yeah.\n\n638\n00:30:58.720 --> 00:30:59.720\n You will fail.\n\n639\n00:30:59.720 --> 00:31:00.720\n This is just.\n\n640\n00:31:00.720 --> 00:31:01.720\n Yeah.\n\n641\n00:31:01.720 --> 00:31:02.720\n That's part of it.\n\n642\n00:31:02.720 --> 00:31:03.720\n I was doing a talk for.\n\n643\n00:31:03.720 --> 00:31:04.720\n Oh, the Vikings, right?\n\n644\n00:31:04.720 --> 00:31:05.720\n This is a year ago.\n\n645\n00:31:05.720 --> 00:31:06.720\n They lost.\n\n646\n00:31:06.720 --> 00:31:07.720\n Don't have me speak to your team.\n\n647\n00:31:07.720 --> 00:31:12.000\n But I told the guys that day, I said, the biggest thing you have in your life is not\n\n648\n00:31:12.000 --> 00:31:13.559\n the media.\n\n649\n00:31:13.559 --> 00:31:15.559\n It's not social media.\n\n650\n00:31:15.559 --> 00:31:16.960\n It's not the fans.\n\n651\n00:31:16.960 --> 00:31:21.720\n It's not the players on your team.\n\n652\n00:31:21.720 --> 00:31:22.720\n It's not the coaches.\n\n653\n00:31:22.720 --> 00:31:24.319\n It's not your family member.\n\n654\n00:31:24.319 --> 00:31:26.559\n It's the person who lives inside of here.\n\n655\n00:31:26.559 --> 00:31:28.279\n We are our worst critic.\n\n656\n00:31:28.279 --> 00:31:34.759\n And if we can get past that and be positive the way we speak to ourselves, the way we\n\n657\n00:31:34.759 --> 00:31:39.319\n pick ourselves up when things don't go our way, it makes things a lot easier.\n\n658\n00:31:39.319 --> 00:31:42.519\n So I would say just be a little nicer to yourself.\n\n659\n00:31:42.519 --> 00:31:43.519\n Yeah.\n\n660\n00:31:43.519 --> 00:31:46.919\n Even when things aren't going your way, it doesn't need to stay that way forever.\n\n661\n00:31:46.919 --> 00:31:47.919\n Yeah.\n\n662\n00:31:47.919 --> 00:31:49.919\n No, that's true.\n\n663\n00:31:49.919 --> 00:31:56.200\n And you're your website as a tagline, which I like, it's a finding success by overcoming\n\n664\n00:31:56.200 --> 00:31:57.200\n fear.\n\n665\n00:31:57.200 --> 00:31:59.919\n Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.\n\n666\n00:31:59.919 --> 00:32:04.399\n What is the specific fear that you had to overcome and have you actually overcome it\n\n667\n00:32:04.399 --> 00:32:06.679\n or is it like it's still there and you just got to.\n\n668\n00:32:06.680 --> 00:32:08.480\n Oh, I think that's a constant thing.\n\n669\n00:32:08.480 --> 00:32:17.600\n Yeah, I think it's like a dimmer switch, it gets brighter and gets less for me personally.\n\n670\n00:32:17.600 --> 00:32:23.440\n And at times I think I'm the one that controls that switch because the more I put on that\n\n671\n00:32:23.440 --> 00:32:26.680\n makes it seem brighter than it really is.\n\n672\n00:32:26.680 --> 00:32:31.160\n And there's a lot of times I've walked into a situation and I've made it bigger than\n\n673\n00:32:31.160 --> 00:32:32.480\n it was.\n\n674\n00:32:32.480 --> 00:32:36.640\n And there's sometimes things have happened in the past and to be honest, I've rewritten\n\n675\n00:32:36.640 --> 00:32:38.480\n the history of my mind.\n\n676\n00:32:38.480 --> 00:32:39.480\n So I think it's worse.\n\n677\n00:32:39.480 --> 00:32:42.680\n So when I get into this situation this next one, I think it's like the last one, it's\n\n678\n00:32:42.680 --> 00:32:47.839\n not that way at all, you know, and so, so yeah, I think the fear is, for me, you know,\n\n679\n00:32:47.839 --> 00:32:52.640\n if it's fair with it, it's feeling anxious or it's the fear of people liking me.\n\n680\n00:32:52.640 --> 00:32:53.920\n I didn't grow up with a lot of friends.\n\n681\n00:32:53.920 --> 00:32:56.759\n So I treasure those friendships.\n\n682\n00:32:56.759 --> 00:33:01.440\n As I've done this as a career, man, I just, people can see and we'll let them let them\n\n683\n00:33:01.440 --> 00:33:02.440\n mean things.\n\n684\n00:33:02.440 --> 00:33:06.759\n We have had a lot of hurtful things said to me.\n\n685\n00:33:06.759 --> 00:33:14.080\n I think it was probably, I was like that around 2010 when like Instagram I think came out\n\n686\n00:33:14.080 --> 00:33:17.880\n or whatever it was one of them, then a little bit after that, the blue chuck thing came\n\n687\n00:33:17.880 --> 00:33:20.000\n out like you got verified.\n\n688\n00:33:20.000 --> 00:33:26.039\n So I got verified really earlier and on it was Twitter and then Instagram or Facebook\n\n689\n00:33:26.039 --> 00:33:27.039\n or whatever it was.\n\n690\n00:33:27.039 --> 00:33:28.039\n I can't remember.\n\n691\n00:33:28.039 --> 00:33:30.240\n I got all three pretty fast.\n\n692\n00:33:30.240 --> 00:33:33.359\n And I remember back in the day when you got it, now a lot of people have it, but back\n\n693\n00:33:33.359 --> 00:33:37.799\n in the day, you don't have to select the few and stuff, but they wrote in this email\n\n694\n00:33:37.799 --> 00:33:42.039\n and one of the emails it was saying, now that you've been verified, be careful because\n\n695\n00:33:42.039 --> 00:33:44.720\n now you're a target of people to be mean to you.\n\n696\n00:33:44.720 --> 00:33:45.880\n Wow.\n\n697\n00:33:45.880 --> 00:33:47.720\n And then it's so true.\n\n698\n00:33:47.720 --> 00:33:48.720\n That's crazy.\n\n699\n00:33:48.720 --> 00:33:52.759\n I've had people say the horrendous things in my years on social media, I've had death\n\n700\n00:33:52.759 --> 00:33:56.920\n threats to everything you can say about, they've said about me, my wife, my daughter and all\n\n701\n00:33:56.920 --> 00:33:57.920\n those stuff.\n\n702\n00:33:58.320 --> 00:34:02.039\n Hey, I don't know what I don't use the reds, you know, threads is like Instagram.\n\n703\n00:34:02.039 --> 00:34:04.039\n I didn't know I was in and on it.\n\n704\n00:34:04.039 --> 00:34:05.519\n Oh, you have an account.\n\n705\n00:34:05.519 --> 00:34:06.519\n I do.\n\n706\n00:34:06.519 --> 00:34:07.519\n I do.\n\n707\n00:34:07.519 --> 00:34:09.519\n I guess I approved or something like that.\n\n708\n00:34:09.519 --> 00:34:17.480\n I put a picture of my family and I on Instagram and it went over on threads.\n\n709\n00:34:17.480 --> 00:34:20.519\n I didn't have like a couple of bad comments.\n\n710\n00:34:20.519 --> 00:34:28.039\n I had 57,000 negative comments about me.\n\n711\n00:34:28.039 --> 00:34:31.599\n I'm not talking about like it like really mean things.\n\n712\n00:34:31.599 --> 00:34:32.599\n That's insane.\n\n713\n00:34:32.599 --> 00:34:33.599\n That's insane.\n\n714\n00:34:33.599 --> 00:34:34.599\n It was insane.\n\n715\n00:34:34.599 --> 00:34:35.599\n I deleted it.\n\n716\n00:34:35.599 --> 00:34:36.599\n Yeah.\n\n717\n00:34:36.599 --> 00:34:37.599\n No, this is terrible.\n\n718\n00:34:37.599 --> 00:34:38.599\n Yeah.\n\n719\n00:34:38.599 --> 00:34:39.599\n I mean, it's just comical almost.\n\n720\n00:34:39.599 --> 00:34:40.599\n Yeah.\n\n721\n00:34:40.599 --> 00:34:41.599\n It was just it was really really good.\n\n722\n00:34:41.599 --> 00:34:45.920\n It was one thing to have a thousand or a couple hundred, but they have 57,000 people\n\n723\n00:34:45.920 --> 00:34:46.920\n say something.\n\n724\n00:34:47.280 --> 00:34:48.280\n Oh my God.\n\n725\n00:34:48.280 --> 00:34:50.800\n You should have contacted the Guinness Book of World Records.\n\n726\n00:34:50.800 --> 00:34:52.800\n You might have a second.\n\n727\n00:34:52.800 --> 00:34:55.000\n You might have a second record on your hand.\n\n728\n00:34:55.000 --> 00:34:56.000\n Yeah, for sure.\n\n729\n00:34:56.000 --> 00:34:57.000\n For sure.\n\n730\n00:34:57.000 --> 00:34:58.000\n That's crazy.\n\n731\n00:34:58.000 --> 00:34:59.000\n Yeah.\n\n732\n00:34:59.000 --> 00:35:00.000\n I'm so insecure.\n\n733\n00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:01.000\n I was watching a football game.\n\n734\n00:35:01.000 --> 00:35:02.000\n They had a huddle.\n\n735\n00:35:02.000 --> 00:35:04.000\n I thought they were talking about me.\n\n736\n00:35:04.000 --> 00:35:05.000\n That's good.\n\n737\n00:35:05.000 --> 00:35:10.440\n Well, I mean, it sounds like you've dealt with perseverance, obviously, because you're\n\n738\n00:35:10.440 --> 00:35:11.440\n still here.\n\n739\n00:35:11.440 --> 00:35:13.920\n You've been doing this for years.\n\n740\n00:35:13.920 --> 00:35:17.519\n What does that like feel like in a daily reality?\n\n741\n00:35:17.519 --> 00:35:22.840\n Like when things are getting hard, when there's 57,000 negative comments, what are you\n\n742\n00:35:22.840 --> 00:35:26.480\n doing to just like move forward to keep, keep at it?\n\n743\n00:35:26.480 --> 00:35:30.280\n I think it's what you focus on.\n\n744\n00:35:30.280 --> 00:35:33.039\n Do I focus on the negative or focus on the positive?\n\n745\n00:35:33.039 --> 00:35:38.119\n Like the little, little kid today who's like six years old and says, I'm so proud of\n\n746\n00:35:38.119 --> 00:35:39.119\n you.\n\n747\n00:35:39.119 --> 00:35:40.119\n Keep doing what you're doing.\n\n748\n00:35:40.119 --> 00:35:41.119\n A six year old told me that.\n\n749\n00:35:41.119 --> 00:35:42.119\n That's awesome.\n\n750\n00:35:42.119 --> 00:35:43.119\n Yeah.\n\n751\n00:35:43.119 --> 00:35:46.759\n And it's just, I'm going to focus on that and not someone who doesn't like the way I do\n\n752\n00:35:46.759 --> 00:35:47.759\n my hair or that.\n\n753\n00:35:47.759 --> 00:35:53.039\n I've had these highlights for 20 something years or I look fat or whatever they're saying\n\n754\n00:35:53.039 --> 00:35:54.039\n or whatever.\n\n755\n00:35:54.039 --> 00:35:58.960\n I say, you know, I'm going to try to, do I do that all the time now?\n\n756\n00:35:58.960 --> 00:36:02.599\n But I try to focus on that and just persevere with that.\n\n757\n00:36:02.599 --> 00:36:03.599\n And then you're making a difference.\n\n758\n00:36:03.599 --> 00:36:07.239\n Hopefully you're making an impact, you know, I can't change everybody's life.\n\n759\n00:36:07.239 --> 00:36:09.639\n But I hope I can, you know, it's like the old Starfish story.\n\n760\n00:36:09.639 --> 00:36:12.639\n Remember the, do you ever heard the Starfish story about the reader's digest?\n\n761\n00:36:12.639 --> 00:36:13.639\n No.\n\n762\n00:36:13.639 --> 00:36:17.719\n And the old man walking the beach with his granddaughter and she's throwing the Starfish\n\n763\n00:36:17.719 --> 00:36:21.879\n out in the, in the water and he goes, sweetie, what are you doing?\n\n764\n00:36:21.879 --> 00:36:23.839\n She goes, I'm trying to save these Starfish.\n\n765\n00:36:23.839 --> 00:36:24.839\n He goes, look at me.\n\n766\n00:36:24.839 --> 00:36:25.839\n Hundreds of Starfish are here.\n\n767\n00:36:25.839 --> 00:36:26.839\n And that's just his beach.\n\n768\n00:36:26.839 --> 00:36:29.079\n There's thousands around the world.\n\n769\n00:36:29.079 --> 00:36:30.480\n What difference does it make?\n\n770\n00:36:30.480 --> 00:36:34.559\n The little girl picks up the Starfish, throws us, reaches out to those as far as she came\n\n771\n00:36:34.559 --> 00:36:35.559\n out into those.\n\n772\n00:36:35.920 --> 00:36:37.199\n Makes a difference to that one.\n\n773\n00:36:39.199 --> 00:36:40.719\n So hopefully you're making a difference.\n\n774\n00:36:40.719 --> 00:36:43.480\n You can't change everybody's life, but hopefully you're making a difference.\n\n775\n00:36:43.480 --> 00:36:44.480\n No, that's good.\n\n776\n00:36:44.480 --> 00:36:45.320\n That's good.\n\n777\n00:36:47.360 --> 00:36:52.639\n And, you know, the podcast, this one that we're doing is hopefully reaching people\n\n778\n00:36:52.639 --> 00:36:57.519\n who are afraid to pursue that thing, you know, they may feel called to do.\n\n779\n00:36:59.039 --> 00:37:01.679\n Maybe they've accepted a story that's not true about themselves.\n\n780\n00:37:01.679 --> 00:37:03.759\n Someone back when they're younger.\n\n781\n00:37:03.840 --> 00:37:09.840\n I mean, I have a story about that where when I was interviewing with NASA in 2009,\n\n782\n00:37:09.840 --> 00:37:12.800\n one of the astronauts came out there like, hey, they really liked you.\n\n783\n00:37:14.360 --> 00:37:17.240\n And, but we're wondering if you'll be okay not being a doctor.\n\n784\n00:37:19.560 --> 00:37:24.480\n Because if you're an astronaut, if you become an astronaut, like with NASA,\n\n785\n00:37:24.480 --> 00:37:26.160\n you don't have time to do medical work.\n\n786\n00:37:26.160 --> 00:37:30.720\n And in the back of my head, I heard my dad who for his whole life was like doctor,\n\n787\n00:37:30.720 --> 00:37:31.720\n lawyer, engineer.\n\n788\n00:37:31.720 --> 00:37:33.240\n These are the three things you need to be.\n\n789\n00:37:34.200 --> 00:37:36.360\n And so, I mean, it wasn't that he was being negative.\n\n790\n00:37:36.360 --> 00:37:40.160\n It was just that that I knew that in his mind, if I became an astronaut,\n\n791\n00:37:40.160 --> 00:37:42.560\n that wouldn't be doctor, lawyer, engineer.\n\n792\n00:37:43.280 --> 00:37:46.800\n And so I've accepted that that was my truth, right?\n\n793\n00:37:46.800 --> 00:37:48.120\n I was going to be a doctor, lawyer.\n\n794\n00:37:48.120 --> 00:37:50.360\n I mean, there's worse things that could be your truth, I suppose.\n\n795\n00:37:50.920 --> 00:37:54.600\n So what do you say to someone who's like wants to pursue that dream,\n\n796\n00:37:55.400 --> 00:37:59.400\n but like they're holding themselves back for whatever reason, anxiety, self-doubt.\n\n797\n00:38:01.520 --> 00:38:04.080\n Yeah, that fear, the fear we've talked about.\n\n798\n00:38:04.080 --> 00:38:09.960\n Yeah, I think, I think it goes back to like what's your desire?\n\n799\n00:38:10.200 --> 00:38:11.880\n What do you feel a call to?\n\n800\n00:38:11.960 --> 00:38:14.760\n Because I don't feel like this is just my dream doing what I'm doing.\n\n801\n00:38:14.760 --> 00:38:18.000\n If that's my calling, yeah, dreams will up and down.\n\n802\n00:38:18.000 --> 00:38:19.600\n A calling will be there for you.\n\n803\n00:38:19.600 --> 00:38:22.640\n You know, it's like, I don't try to communicate to an audience.\n\n804\n00:38:22.640 --> 00:38:23.280\n I try to connect.\n\n805\n00:38:23.280 --> 00:38:24.400\n That's like my other thing.\n\n806\n00:38:24.400 --> 00:38:29.160\n You know, so, and I also think I'm not trying to pursue a dream to pursue my calling.\n\n807\n00:38:29.399 --> 00:38:30.759\n That's, that's where I feel.\n\n808\n00:38:31.599 --> 00:38:34.679\n And so what do you feel deep down your calling?\n\n809\n00:38:34.679 --> 00:38:38.519\n And then you hear those negative things that pop your mind like that.\n\n810\n00:38:39.359 --> 00:38:42.719\n Well, it's, it was a positive thing because your dad is trying to inspire you.\n\n811\n00:38:42.960 --> 00:38:46.319\n But it was negative for that, that purpose at that time.\n\n812\n00:38:46.319 --> 00:38:47.719\n That's why it helped me back.\n\n813\n00:38:48.079 --> 00:38:48.839\n Yeah, yeah.\n\n814\n00:38:49.159 --> 00:38:51.799\n And I think there's times to be honest.\n\n815\n00:38:51.799 --> 00:38:52.559\n I felt that way.\n\n816\n00:38:52.559 --> 00:38:56.639\n It might, all my cousins and my family are all super successful done really well.\n\n817\n00:38:56.639 --> 00:39:01.239\n Financially, they're all most of the moment to like harder law school and all these different\n\n818\n00:39:01.239 --> 00:39:03.480\n places are different, all these great schools and stuff.\n\n819\n00:39:03.480 --> 00:39:05.279\n And I roll up frying pans.\n\n820\n00:39:05.279 --> 00:39:10.000\n You know, it's like, you know, so like they're all lawyers and all these different things.\n\n821\n00:39:10.000 --> 00:39:13.559\n And, and so, yeah, you start filling that way.\n\n822\n00:39:13.559 --> 00:39:18.440\n But I say, just be careful if you feel you're calling focus on that, work on that.\n\n823\n00:39:19.039 --> 00:39:22.119\n And try not to get so distracted on these other different things.\n\n824\n00:39:22.559 --> 00:39:26.039\n There's these boys in the backyard and they dug a deep hole.\n\n825\n00:39:26.039 --> 00:39:26.799\n I'm a story guy.\n\n826\n00:39:26.799 --> 00:39:27.679\n So I like to tell stories.\n\n827\n00:39:27.679 --> 00:39:28.400\n Yeah, no, they're great.\n\n828\n00:39:28.679 --> 00:39:34.079\n They relate to people and they put a board across the hall and they're trying to write their bike over the board.\n\n829\n00:39:34.079 --> 00:39:35.719\n And the first boy goes and falls off.\n\n830\n00:39:35.719 --> 00:39:38.519\n Second boy goes and falls off and that's when falls off.\n\n831\n00:39:39.199 --> 00:39:41.960\n Another boy over here says, watch and they go, Hey, once you try.\n\n832\n00:39:42.480 --> 00:39:45.319\n So he gets on his bike and he rides right across with no problem.\n\n833\n00:39:45.719 --> 00:39:47.159\n They go over to go, how'd you do it?\n\n834\n00:39:47.679 --> 00:39:49.839\n He goes, I wasn't looking where my bike was at.\n\n835\n00:39:49.920 --> 00:39:51.960\n I was looking at the end of the board where I needed to go.\n\n836\n00:39:53.119 --> 00:39:59.519\n And so many times when I'm going through a situation that's really tough or overwhelming, I can't look where I'm at.\n\n837\n00:39:59.519 --> 00:40:00.519\n I got to look where I'm going.\n\n838\n00:40:00.759 --> 00:40:01.039\n Yeah.\n\n839\n00:40:01.519 --> 00:40:03.279\n And so maybe you're frustrated.\n\n840\n00:40:03.279 --> 00:40:04.400\n You're watching this today.\n\n841\n00:40:04.679 --> 00:40:05.519\n Don't look where you are.\n\n842\n00:40:05.519 --> 00:40:06.319\n Look where you're going.\n\n843\n00:40:06.519 --> 00:40:11.319\n You have all the belly, the talent and you're stronger and you're more powerful than you think you are.\n\n844\n00:40:11.880 --> 00:40:17.440\n And when you're struggling, this is the part and part when you're struggling and you feel like you're going to talk to somebody.\n\n845\n00:40:18.199 --> 00:40:21.599\n I always tell people you don't have to do life by yourself.\n\n846\n00:40:21.920 --> 00:40:23.759\n And you feel like giving up.\n\n847\n00:40:24.559 --> 00:40:25.480\n Remember this too.\n\n848\n00:40:25.480 --> 00:40:27.759\n We rather have a broken you than I have you at all.\n\n849\n00:40:27.839 --> 00:40:31.440\n There's always hope in life, no matter what you're facing, what you're going through.\n\n850\n00:40:31.440 --> 00:40:32.119\n There's always home.\n\n851\n00:40:32.119 --> 00:40:32.319\n Yeah.\n\n852\n00:40:33.159 --> 00:40:34.159\n You know, that's powerful.\n\n853\n00:40:35.639 --> 00:40:43.480\n It's tough, you know, I mean, people have, yeah, very different upbringings and opportunities and, yeah.\n\n854\n00:40:44.480 --> 00:40:48.880\n Um, what's the one thing someone can do today?\n\n855\n00:40:49.880 --> 00:41:01.000\n Like today, not someday to begin rewriting that story that maybe they've told themselves, you know, that they've told themselves they're not smart enough for.\n\n856\n00:41:01.599 --> 00:41:05.559\n They're not talented enough for people don't like them.\n\n857\n00:41:06.159 --> 00:41:06.559\n Yeah.\n\n858\n00:41:07.279 --> 00:41:11.679\n I think every time that pops into your mind, you just like, you take that and you push it off the side.\n\n859\n00:41:12.039 --> 00:41:20.480\n You can't let it come in and lay a seat and keep like, um, water in it, like you got to, you got to get rid of it right away.\n\n860\n00:41:20.480 --> 00:41:24.480\n That's and it takes, it's easy to say it's hard to do because it takes practice.\n\n861\n00:41:24.840 --> 00:41:27.599\n So that negativity comes in, don't start drawing on it.\n\n862\n00:41:27.840 --> 00:41:30.920\n He's going, I'm not, I'm not, I'm, I'm pushing off the side.\n\n863\n00:41:30.920 --> 00:41:32.279\n I'm going to focus on the positive.\n\n864\n00:41:32.760 --> 00:41:42.560\n Yeah, and you're not trying to live in some like happy place in your head and not being in realistic, but at the same time, you start doing that and watch things will change.\n\n865\n00:41:42.720 --> 00:41:45.720\n Yeah, like you start thinking being thankful for everything.\n\n866\n00:41:45.720 --> 00:41:46.480\n I get up out of the bed.\n\n867\n00:41:46.480 --> 00:41:47.800\n I'm saying, I'm thankful for this.\n\n868\n00:41:47.800 --> 00:41:48.760\n I'm thankful for that.\n\n869\n00:41:49.040 --> 00:41:52.120\n I try to be more thankful than I am looking on the negative things.\n\n870\n00:41:52.360 --> 00:41:52.640\n Yeah.\n\n871\n00:41:52.640 --> 00:41:53.720\n So look at the negative things.\n\n872\n00:41:53.720 --> 00:41:56.360\n I can look at a lot of different things that I've seen that seem tough.\n\n873\n00:41:56.840 --> 00:42:03.320\n But if I say thankful, it changes my atmosphere or my, my perspective and the atmosphere around me actually does change.\n\n874\n00:42:04.000 --> 00:42:08.079\n So I would say that's the first thing you do is like you just think a little step like that.\n\n875\n00:42:08.840 --> 00:42:14.519\n Try not to let that, that negative things wall inside of you and then be more thankful for things.\n\n876\n00:42:14.519 --> 00:42:20.280\n Like I have a neighbor who's going through a tough time and he's like, I got this, I got this, I got this, I got this, I got this.\n\n877\n00:42:20.280 --> 00:42:21.680\n Nothing can go right.\n\n878\n00:42:22.000 --> 00:42:22.519\n Yeah.\n\n879\n00:42:22.519 --> 00:42:23.679\n Now let's time I go.\n\n880\n00:42:24.159 --> 00:42:27.879\n Your house is paid for, your car is paid for, you pay all your bills.\n\n881\n00:42:28.399 --> 00:42:32.000\n You know, I'm saying, look at the other side where my daughter was little.\n\n882\n00:42:32.000 --> 00:42:33.359\n We always say, what's the flip side?\n\n883\n00:42:33.839 --> 00:42:34.679\n What's the flip side?\n\n884\n00:42:34.679 --> 00:42:36.679\n We always talked about the flip side of stuff.\n\n885\n00:42:36.679 --> 00:42:42.960\n And so I always try to encourage people, you know, just just look at the other side of stuff.\n\n886\n00:42:43.000 --> 00:42:43.759\n Be more thankful.\n\n887\n00:42:44.039 --> 00:42:48.000\n It does change the way you perspective and life and it helps you.\n\n888\n00:42:48.400 --> 00:42:51.840\n There's one little thing you can do right there, it doesn't seem like it's big.\n\n889\n00:42:51.840 --> 00:42:55.599\n If I'm telling you, you do that, you're going to see like, oh my goodness, look at things that change in my life.\n\n890\n00:42:56.159 --> 00:42:59.199\n Yeah, perception is so key to all of it, I think.\n\n891\n00:42:59.920 --> 00:43:00.639\n Yeah, yeah.\n\n892\n00:43:00.639 --> 00:43:05.360\n What are you looking at all the time you can look at and see all the negative things, you know?\n\n893\n00:43:06.079 --> 00:43:06.400\n Yeah.\n\n894\n00:43:08.480 --> 00:43:12.400\n Is there any limits you still haven't broken anything that you're still reaching for?\n\n895\n00:43:12.400 --> 00:43:15.280\n I mean, because I would say you've had a pretty successful\n\n896\n00:43:15.280 --> 00:43:19.920\n career reaching out and like motivating people.\n\n897\n00:43:19.920 --> 00:43:25.680\n What's that thing that you're like, okay, maybe I got 20 more years on the road or\n\n898\n00:43:25.680 --> 00:43:28.160\n but this is the thing I would like that.\n\n899\n00:43:28.160 --> 00:43:30.560\n I'm, you know, 53 now, so I'm getting older.\n\n900\n00:43:31.120 --> 00:43:34.160\n It's a little a time that I'm a little more sore, a little bit more A.K.\n\n901\n00:43:34.160 --> 00:43:36.640\n out of things and I'm ice in a lot more than I did.\n\n902\n00:43:36.640 --> 00:43:40.000\n I do more, I love golf.\n\n903\n00:43:40.000 --> 00:43:42.800\n And so I was watching the masters not to, you know, this not really.\n\n904\n00:43:42.800 --> 00:43:44.000\n Yeah, this past weekend.\n\n905\n00:43:44.079 --> 00:43:48.800\n Justin Rose, who's a, he's 45, he's considered old, you know, and\n\n906\n00:43:48.800 --> 00:43:52.960\n but all the rehab stuff he does is to get ready for the tournament every round and all that stuff.\n\n907\n00:43:52.960 --> 00:43:56.719\n I'm like, oh, I'm doing more of that now, but I want to be in the game.\n\n908\n00:43:56.719 --> 00:43:58.239\n I want to stay in the game as long as I can.\n\n909\n00:43:58.239 --> 00:44:02.719\n So I think my biggest thing is I want to reach more and do more as I've gotten older.\n\n910\n00:44:02.719 --> 00:44:06.639\n And then the thing is I'm speaking more now at 53 and I did at 33.\n\n911\n00:44:06.639 --> 00:44:06.960\n Yeah.\n\n912\n00:44:07.920 --> 00:44:09.599\n And so I love that.\n\n913\n00:44:09.599 --> 00:44:10.079\n I love that.\n\n914\n00:44:10.079 --> 00:44:13.440\n I love staying busy and stuff like that, but I need to listen to my body at the same time.\n\n915\n00:44:14.159 --> 00:44:14.800\n That's fair.\n\n916\n00:44:14.800 --> 00:44:17.440\n Yeah, especially when you're rolling frying pans.\n\n917\n00:44:17.440 --> 00:44:18.639\n I can't even imagine.\n\n918\n00:44:18.639 --> 00:44:21.039\n Yeah, yeah, we're breaking the baseball bat.\n\n919\n00:44:21.039 --> 00:44:22.239\n We're breaking a baseball bat.\n\n920\n00:44:22.239 --> 00:44:23.840\n Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.\n\n921\n00:44:23.840 --> 00:44:26.960\n Do you just have a huge upper torso and like very small legs?\n\n922\n00:44:26.960 --> 00:44:28.159\n Is that can I assume?\n\n923\n00:44:28.159 --> 00:44:32.559\n Well, okay, so I used to joke that my legs, I was so super strong on my legs,\n\n924\n00:44:32.559 --> 00:44:33.840\n but I have a knee issue.\n\n925\n00:44:33.840 --> 00:44:35.840\n I have to get my head surgery on my knee.\n\n926\n00:44:35.840 --> 00:44:40.480\n So I haven't done these, I mean, these I haven't done legs in like by 10 months.\n\n927\n00:44:40.480 --> 00:44:43.440\n So I feel like my legs are super small right now.\n\n928\n00:44:43.440 --> 00:44:46.639\n I used to, I was working out law Las Vegas years ago.\n\n929\n00:44:46.639 --> 00:44:48.400\n And I didn't do legs for a month.\n\n930\n00:44:48.400 --> 00:44:49.440\n And this guy walks up to me.\n\n931\n00:44:49.440 --> 00:44:51.679\n He goes, son, you're built like a horse.\n\n932\n00:44:51.679 --> 00:44:53.119\n Big upper body, little legs.\n\n933\n00:44:54.719 --> 00:44:56.559\n And so I always do legs.\n\n934\n00:44:56.559 --> 00:44:59.039\n And so now I feel like I do have little legs right now.\n\n935\n00:44:59.039 --> 00:45:01.760\n But to my head, I feel like I have it to you.\n\n936\n00:45:01.760 --> 00:45:03.039\n That was always been in my head.\n\n937\n00:45:03.039 --> 00:45:04.400\n So well, you're in good come.\n\n938\n00:45:04.400 --> 00:45:09.119\n I mean, Arnold Schwarzenegger, I think lost one of his first competitions\n\n939\n00:45:09.199 --> 00:45:10.400\n because he had small calves.\n\n940\n00:45:11.440 --> 00:45:16.639\n So then he just cut the, he cut the, the leggings off all his sweatpants.\n\n941\n00:45:16.639 --> 00:45:18.719\n So when he'd go to the gym, he'd have to look at his calves.\n\n942\n00:45:20.159 --> 00:45:20.719\n Wow.\n\n943\n00:45:21.440 --> 00:45:24.079\n I didn't know that that's a casual twice today.\n\n944\n00:45:24.079 --> 00:45:24.559\n Yeah.\n\n945\n00:45:24.559 --> 00:45:26.719\n So he, yeah, yeah.\n\n946\n00:45:27.440 --> 00:45:29.279\n Well, that's funny.\n\n947\n00:45:29.279 --> 00:45:32.159\n You know, we call this podcast a heart for space.\n\n948\n00:45:32.159 --> 00:45:36.319\n So I guess for the last kind of question, formal question,\n\n949\n00:45:37.039 --> 00:45:40.960\n what is the space inside yourself or in the world?\n\n950\n00:45:41.920 --> 00:45:43.519\n I guess that you're still reaching for.\n\n951\n00:45:43.519 --> 00:45:46.720\n I mean, it seems like, you know, you, you have a successful marriage thank goodness.\n\n952\n00:45:46.720 --> 00:45:49.280\n Your daughter has grown now, which is great, right?\n\n953\n00:45:49.280 --> 00:45:51.600\n You've had a family, you've raised your family.\n\n954\n00:45:51.600 --> 00:45:53.440\n You're doing successful talks.\n\n955\n00:45:54.320 --> 00:45:56.720\n Is there somewhere that you haven't reached?\n\n956\n00:45:56.720 --> 00:46:02.080\n Maybe it's a group of people or a location or something that,\n\n957\n00:46:02.639 --> 00:46:09.679\n that you're going to, you're like, this is, this is the place I want to at least talk one time.\n\n958\n00:46:09.679 --> 00:46:11.039\n Maybe we can help make it happen.\n\n959\n00:46:12.079 --> 00:46:12.880\n Well, that's funny.\n\n960\n00:46:12.880 --> 00:46:14.000\n I tried this year.\n\n961\n00:46:14.000 --> 00:46:15.440\n There's one place that was on my heart.\n\n962\n00:46:16.239 --> 00:46:19.440\n And I tried every avenue, when at least out to everybody I knew,\n\n963\n00:46:19.440 --> 00:46:21.920\n government of people that I've worked with, all this stuff in Emma said,\n\n964\n00:46:21.920 --> 00:46:22.559\n it's just not possible.\n\n965\n00:46:22.559 --> 00:46:23.599\n It was North Korea.\n\n966\n00:46:23.599 --> 00:46:25.279\n I wanted to do schools in North Korea.\n\n967\n00:46:26.239 --> 00:46:28.799\n I tried and there's just Americans just can't get in there right now.\n\n968\n00:46:28.799 --> 00:46:29.599\n It's all shut off.\n\n969\n00:46:29.599 --> 00:46:29.840\n Yeah.\n\n970\n00:46:29.840 --> 00:46:31.440\n I've tried every avenue.\n\n971\n00:46:32.159 --> 00:46:33.759\n And so that's an incredible one.\n\n972\n00:46:33.759 --> 00:46:36.000\n I didn't expect that answer, but I like it.\n\n973\n00:46:36.000 --> 00:46:36.559\n Yeah.\n\n974\n00:46:36.559 --> 00:46:36.799\n Yeah.\n\n975\n00:46:36.799 --> 00:46:38.159\n That was the one I tried.\n\n976\n00:46:38.159 --> 00:46:40.400\n Because I've done a lot of things in different countries.\n\n977\n00:46:40.400 --> 00:46:42.000\n And I've been in the different wars,\n\n978\n00:46:42.000 --> 00:46:44.799\n the areas in the last, the most recent years since\n\n979\n00:46:46.239 --> 00:46:50.719\n 22, I've been in all the war zones that are going on in the area from it.\n\n980\n00:46:50.719 --> 00:46:51.279\n So yeah.\n\n981\n00:46:51.279 --> 00:46:53.920\n So I've been in the areas where I've been speaking\n\n982\n00:46:53.920 --> 00:46:57.440\n how to stop because of ballistic missiles coming in or something's happening.\n\n983\n00:46:57.440 --> 00:47:00.559\n And so I don't get afraid of that stuff.\n\n984\n00:47:00.559 --> 00:47:01.759\n And so it doesn't really bother me.\n\n985\n00:47:01.760 --> 00:47:03.760\n If I feel like I'm called in my heart together,\n\n986\n00:47:03.760 --> 00:47:05.200\n I don't ever worry about it.\n\n987\n00:47:05.200 --> 00:47:08.160\n So I use caution, I don't worry about it.\n\n988\n00:47:08.160 --> 00:47:10.240\n But that's in space, spacewise,\n\n989\n00:47:10.240 --> 00:47:12.240\n you're talking about somewhere you can go to.\n\n990\n00:47:12.240 --> 00:47:13.360\n That'd be the place that\n\n991\n00:47:14.080 --> 00:47:16.880\n it's been in my heart to go is to do to do some schools\n\n992\n00:47:16.880 --> 00:47:19.520\n and help the kids in North Korea.\n\n993\n00:47:19.520 --> 00:47:21.440\n I mean, I think you have, you know,\n\n994\n00:47:21.440 --> 00:47:23.360\n you said maybe 10, 20 years left,\n\n995\n00:47:23.360 --> 00:47:26.720\n you got you got some mileage left in the world changing.\n\n996\n00:47:27.520 --> 00:47:28.160\n Yeah, for sure.\n\n997\n00:47:28.160 --> 00:47:29.760\n No, things can change in the heartbeat.\n\n998\n00:47:29.760 --> 00:47:31.360\n No one knows what's going on.\n\n999\n00:47:31.360 --> 00:47:35.520\n You know, I've been pretty fortunate to stand before some important people\n\n1000\n00:47:35.520 --> 00:47:38.720\n from presence to prime ministers to, you know,\n\n1001\n00:47:38.720 --> 00:47:40.800\n royal families and stuff like that.\n\n1002\n00:47:40.800 --> 00:47:42.560\n And so it's been really an honor.\n\n1003\n00:47:42.560 --> 00:47:44.480\n I can't believe the kid who ate lunch by himself\n\n1004\n00:47:44.480 --> 00:47:46.320\n and not his friends all over the world, you know.\n\n1005\n00:47:46.320 --> 00:47:49.040\n And I just want to say too, as we wrap up our time,\n\n1006\n00:47:49.040 --> 00:47:50.720\n maybe you're a parent who's watching this.\n\n1007\n00:47:50.720 --> 00:47:53.600\n You have a child with a learning disability or speech problem\n\n1008\n00:47:53.600 --> 00:47:56.320\n or ADHD or even autism.\n\n1009\n00:47:56.320 --> 00:47:57.200\n I want you to hear me.\n\n1010\n00:47:57.280 --> 00:47:59.680\n You heard all the accomplishments I've had in my life\n\n1011\n00:47:59.680 --> 00:48:00.880\n and I still have my stutter.\n\n1012\n00:48:00.880 --> 00:48:02.080\n I still have all my issues.\n\n1013\n00:48:02.720 --> 00:48:03.920\n But I just want to say this,\n\n1014\n00:48:04.560 --> 00:48:06.400\n if I can make it, they can make it.\n\n1015\n00:48:06.400 --> 00:48:08.160\n To the parent that's hearing you're watching,\n\n1016\n00:48:08.160 --> 00:48:10.640\n you're frustrated or you're tired,\n\n1017\n00:48:10.640 --> 00:48:11.760\n please don't, there's hope today.\n\n1018\n00:48:11.760 --> 00:48:13.360\n Don't ever give up on the student.\n\n1019\n00:48:13.360 --> 00:48:14.080\n There's always hope.\n\n1020\n00:48:14.800 --> 00:48:15.600\n That's beautiful.\n\n1021\n00:48:15.600 --> 00:48:18.880\n Well, I think I will concluded here\n\n1022\n00:48:18.880 --> 00:48:20.960\n at we'll put a link to your website and your book.\n\n1023\n00:48:22.240 --> 00:48:22.720\n Down there.\n\n1024\n00:48:22.720 --> 00:48:23.760\n So if people are interested,\n\n1025\n00:48:23.760 --> 00:48:25.440\n I think they should definitely check out your stuff.\n\n1026\n00:48:25.440 --> 00:48:28.800\n It's pretty meaningful and impactful.\n\n1027\n00:48:28.800 --> 00:48:31.039\n So thank you so much for coming here today, John.\n\n1028\n00:48:31.039 --> 00:48:31.760\n What an honor.\n\n1029\n00:48:31.760 --> 00:48:32.159\n Thank you.\n\n1030\n00:48:32.159 --> 00:48:33.200\n Thanks for being my friend too.\n\n1031\n00:48:34.000 --> 00:48:36.159\n Thank you for listening to A Heart For Space.\n\n1032\n00:48:36.639 --> 00:48:38.480\n If you enjoyed this conversation,\n\n1033\n00:48:38.480 --> 00:48:41.679\n be sure to follow the show so you never miss an episode\n\n1034\n00:48:41.679 --> 00:48:44.559\n and consider leaving us a review to let us know your thoughts.\n\n1035\n00:48:45.200 --> 00:48:48.000\n For more on my work in the pursuit of ambitious goals,\n\n1036\n00:48:48.000 --> 00:48:50.079\n visit aheartforspace.com\n\n1037\n00:48:50.079 --> 00:48:51.760\n and look out for my upcoming book,\n\n1038\n00:48:51.760 --> 00:48:52.800\n A Heart For Space.\n\n1039\n00:48:52.880 --> 00:48:55.760\n Until next time, I'm Dr. Emanja Hunger.\n\n1040\n00:48:55.760 --> 00:48:56.720\n And remember,\n\n1041\n00:48:56.720 --> 00:48:59.680\n sometimes the only obstacle to achieving an impossible dream\n\n1042\n00:48:59.680 --> 00:49:03.680\n is the courage to keep going.\n","transcription_info":{"language":"en","language_probability":1,"duration":2943.6800000000003,"duration_after_vad":2943.6800000000003}}